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Lucid Dreaming: Dawning of the Clear Light
By G. Scott Sparrow
Chapter One
A Personal Account
“…Its light gleams like oil tonight when I am alone
On the last night, also will it shine.”
--Octavio Paz
Note: I apologize
that the formatting of this file is a mess. I have posted the text of
the entire original manuscript, but haven't had time to clean it up. --
GSS
Lucid dreaming, or the experience of becoming
conscious while in the dream state, first came to my attention in a
dream early in 1972. Like many persons who have had such an experience,
I was deeply
impressed with its significance. The dream had such an effect that it
seemed to change the direction of my life at the time. It continues to
be a source of strength even now. It is as follows:
“It seems that I have come home from school. I
become aware that I’m dreaming as I stand outside a small building
which has large black double-doors on its eastern side. I approach them
to enter. As soon as I open them, a brilliant white light hits me in
the face. Immediately I am filled with intense feelings of love.
“I say several times, ‘This can’t be a dream!’
The interior resembles a small chapel or meeting room. It has large
windows overlooking barren land like the Great Plains. I think to
myself that this is somehow real in a three-dimensional sense.
Everything is amazingly clear and the colors brilliant.
“No one is with me, yet I feel that someone
needs to be there to explain the sense of purpose that seems to
permeate the atmosphere.
“At one point I walk holding a crystal rod (or
wand) upon which a spinning crystal circlet is poised. The light passes
through it and is
beautiful.”
(Sparrow, 1972)
Upon awakening, I lay quietly in my bed and
felt bewildered. Why had this experience been given to me? What I had
done to deserve it? Although these questions proved to be unanswerable,
I did recall a significant experience the previous day that seemed at
the time to relate directly to the dream.
I had embarked on a two-hundred-mile trip to
attend my brother’s graduation from Air Force flight school. I planned
to stay the night and return home the next day. As I drove through the
rocky plains of central west Texas towards Del Rio and the distant
Mexican mountains, I suddenly realized that what I was doing was for
the love of my brother. I was humbled by the realization that such pure
acts of love had been rare in my life. For a long while afterward, I
dwelt in this feeling and watched the sun gently sink behind the
mountains over Mexico. The play of light upon the stark landscape kept
awake the feeling of love within me.
Since this first lucid dream, I have noticed
on several occasions that lucidity has arisen following an experience
of love or deep rapport with another person. Sometimes when I
experience this kind of contact during the day, I am able to sense that
a lucid dream is imminent. On these days, I try to retire earlier than
usual to allow the experience time to unfold.
After my first lucid dream it was months
before consciousness again emerged in my dreams. I had not begun to
cultivate the faculty or to attribute any particular significance to
it, in and of itself. Yet the memory of the Light and the luminous
feelings associated with it left me with an intense desire to
reexperience its transforming effects.
Meditation and dreamwork became a part of my
daily regimen soon after this first lucid dream. About six months
later, after meditating one night with a girl friend, I had a strong
feeling that an important experience was awaiting me in sleep. After
sharing the impression with her, I said good night earlier than usual
and went home. Before going to sleep I moved my bed so that I would be
able to see the stars through my bedroom window. This ritual seemed to
enhance the feeling of expectancy. I went to sleep and had the
following experience in the early morning:
“I feel that I am waking up. I realize that
I’ve been hashing through many ideas and problems. As I lie in my bed
with my eyes closed, I suddenly realize that there is no reason why I
shouldn’t experience the Light! I feel a complete lack of the usual
feelings of unworthiness. It’s as if a problem has been solved by the
long period of self-reflection.
“As I wait expectantly, a warmth begins to
fill my body. Although my eyes are closed, I sense that a white light
is shining through the window and entering my solar plexus. It rushes
upward until a warm brightness fills my vision. I feel deep love and
surrender, and wish that some of my friends could experience this also.
“After the Light subsides, I bound out of bed
and go searching about the house for the Master who made the experience
possible. I see no one. Then I
awaken.”
(Sparrow, 1972)
Since I was not aware at the time that I was
dreaming, this experience cannot be considered by definition a lucid
dream. Yet because the relationship between the Light and the awakening
of lucidity has been so pronounced in subsequent dreams, I feel that
this experience should be included to provide a comprehensive picture
of the development of lucid dreaming.
Also, the dream reveals a common
characteristic of many “prelucid” dreams -- a “false” awakening. This
is when the dreamer thinks he is awakening from sleep only to discover
later upon actual awakening that he was still dreaming. Sometimes
lucidity occurs after the false awakening -- when the dreamer finds
himself in another place or in unfamiliar surroundings. Thus, although
the false awakening does not necessarily result in the arousal of
lucidity, it seems to represent a growth in that direction.
When lucidity began to arise with increasing
regularity in the following months, I soon noticed that it emerged
predictably after a deep or fulfilling meditation. It became clear that
when my devotional life was intense, lucid dreams would arise as a
concomitant. This
relationship became more pronounced when I began meditating for fifteen
or twenty minutes during the early morning hours (from 2:00 to 5:00
a.m.). As I would return to sleep, dreams of amazing clarity as well as
brief periods of lucidity would occasionally ensue. I have often
thought that if a person would diligently practice meditation in the
early morning hours for the purpose of attunement, lucid dreams would
be the natural result.
Except for rare occasions when I have passed
into a lucid dream without a break in consciousness, most of my lucid
experiences have begun with a “normal” dream. As the dream progresses,
something unusual happens to convince me that I am dreaming. The
situations in the dream that have provoked lucidity with the greatest
frequency are of two basic interrelated types. The first and perhaps
most common stimulus is when I am confronted with a threatening person,
animal or situation. In this type of dream the desire to escape usually
results in aborting the stressful dream. On some occasions, the stress
is alleviated through the arousal of lucidity. In this case, the
dreamer catapults into greater awareness out of apparent necessity. The
fear itself seems to encourage the development of lucidity as a coping
mechanism which enables a creative interaction between the dreamer and
the frightening situation. Undoubtedly, the resolution of such dreams
can have a profound healing effect in the dreamer’s waking life, as
well.
An example of this type of lucid dream is as follows:
“I am being pursued in the area of my freshman
residence by a group of men. As I run fearfully through the
neighborhood, dodging in between houses, I become aware that I am
dreaming and that the fear is unnecessary. I realize that I have a
choice to go to meet my pursuers or to meditate. I feel a need to
return and work through the conflict. So I try to fly to the area where
they are located. I will myself upward until I am high above the earth.
But before I get to the place, a pleasant vibration courses through my
body, and I awaken.” (Sparrow, 1974)
This dream and others of a similar nature
reveal a very important principle of lucid dreaming, especially as it
relates to the confrontation of fear or problems. The principle is:
Once lucidity arises the dreamer may actually release himself from
confronting a problem on its own level. In the above dream I chose
rather to return
to confront my attackers to reconcile the conflict. This, of course,
may be valuable and necessary at times, and leaves the dreamer with an
exhilarating sense of having overcome a fearful situation. Lucidity
seems to be a fragile faculty, however, particularly during the
beginning stages. It can be quickly submerged by feelings of
overconfidence, as is suggested in the above dream.
A strong case can be made for the need to
regard lucidity as an opportunity to cooperate with or forgive the
dream elements rather than an opportunity to exercise control over
them. The importance of this approach is evident when we regard the
dream as having two discrete parts -- the symbolic content, and the
dreamer’s response to it.
Since we possess a limited understanding of
the workings of the unconscious, we might do well to approach it with
an attitude of healthy respect. Whenever we speak of changing the dream
content according to our momentary desires, we are opening the
possibility of violating the organic integrity of our unconscious,
inner natures. Yet this risk does not render lucid dreaming necessarily
destructive. On the contrary, the lucid dream presents a unique
opportunity to alter and improve one’s responses in the dream that can
thereby facilitate a creative and growing relationship to the dream
content.
As lucid dreaming is becoming more widely known in
popular literature, it is unfortunate there is such an emphasis upon
the manipulative capacity of the dreamer. Such an approach to this
potentially powerful experience is likely to replicate man’s
regrettable “master-slave” relationship to nature and the physical
world, and only lead to a false sense of triumph.
Another situation that has apparently
stimulated lucidity in my case has been the presentation of a novel or
incongruous element within the dream. These anomalies can be observed
in normal dreams as well, but are overlooked with regularity. For
example, such incongruous events like a familiar person who looks
different; a familiar scene that reveals an obvious flaw, or an event
that violates known physical laws.
The following two dreams illustrate this type of lucid dream:
“I go to visit Ann whom I haven’t seen for
months. When I enter her office, she seems very aloof which is unlike
her. Also, her face looks different. I realize that it isn’t she at all
and that I am dreaming. Immediately I drop to the floor and begin
meditating. I awaken soon afterward.”
“I am on a high hill above a lake, searching
for Indian artifacts. It seems that I am being told about the culture
which existed in the area during primitive times. I am told that the
Indians were very advanced in the art of stone flaking (i.e., tool
making).I go on top of the hill and find three beautifully crafted
stone trowels or knives. I realize that they are too fine to be real,
and I must be dreaming. “Taking the stone trowels, I sit down to
meditate facing east and stick the trowels in the ground, one at a
time. I repeat, ‘The Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost.’
“At this point Alta walks by. I ask ‘Do you
know that we are dreaming?’ She laughs. So I point out the three stone
objects on the ground. In their midst items of silverware begin
spontaneously to appear—first a fork, then a cup. I look at her face.
She is puzzled, seemingly on the verge of ‘waking up.’ I take the items
away and other objects appear. We begin to laugh as the process speeds
up. We are inundated with beautiful silver objects. Then I awaken.”
(Sparrow, 1974)
This type of lucid dream resembles the first
except that the anomaly or inconsistent event in the dream lacks a
threatening quality. The dream is merely at variance to what the
dreamer knows to be true or possible. Oliver Fox calls this
distinguishing awareness, which begins to arise with greater frequency
once it occurs, the “critical faculty.” This awareness is essentially
the recognition of inconsistency. The development of such a faculty has
constructive but painful implications for the waking state. If through
the development of this “critical faculty” we are able to attune
ourselves to every inconsistency in our attitudes and actions, we have
surely begun to traverse the
difficult path to self-understanding. It may even be possible
that lucidity occurs to the degree one is able to recognize
inconsistency during the waking state. It is probable that as we work
with lucid dreaming we will also begin to meet daily problematical
opportunities that encourage and even require the extension of the
qualities of lucidity into our waking life. We can expect to become
more objective and unattached, as well as more cognizant of the purpose
behind our immediate experiences.
The following quotation is from Carl Jung in his commentary on The Secret of the Golden Flower:
“The way is not without danger. Everything
good is costly, and the development of the personality is one of the
most costly of all things. It is a question of yea-saying to oneself,
of taking oneself to the most serious of tasks, of being conscious of
everything one does, and keeping it constantly before one’s eyes in all
dubious aspects -- truly a task that taxes us to the
utmost.” (Wilhelm, pp.
95)
Since the inception of lucidity into my dream
life, the lucid dream has clearly evolved in a specific direction --
toward a closer relationship to the inner Light. Many times has it
presented itself, but rarely have I received it fully. I have begun to
regard lucidity as a platform within the dream upon which I can become
receptive to this Light.
During the first lucid dreams, I was not aware of
this opportunity. But gradually, a light began to appear in my dreams
which at first I mistook for a bright star, the moon or the
sun. Usually bright white in color, it would suddenly appear hovering
above me and increasing in intensity. One of the first such dreams is
as follows:
“I am thinking or reading something
about earthquakes. A friend calls me to a window (in an unfamiliar
house) and excitedly says, ‘the sun has a blue flake on it!’
“I look out the window. A white sun is about
30_ above the northern horizon. I notice that it has a bluish tint to
it, but think that’s probably due to a retinal afterimage. I think, ‘If
I am dreaming, then that is the Light, not the sun!’ In order to test
this, I try to enter into a meditative state. But then I decide
that I’m not dreaming, though the sun has increased in
size.”
(Sparrow 1974)
As a result of such dreams, I soon decided
that whenever I became lucid in a dream, I would pray for the Light
and seek to enter a meditative state. I have since found that
failure to do so usually results in premature awakening or in being
eventually distracted by the dream environment to the extent of being
reabsorbed in the normal dream consciousness.
The practice of prayer and meditation in the
dream has allowed me to focus attention on what I truly desire to
encounter without being distracted by the unlimited possibilities which
may arise in the lucid dream. Prayer and meditation have seemed to
consolidate what can be a fleeting experience. Yet more important, the
attitude of receptivity engendered by this practice has invited -- in
the case of many dreams -- an immediate presentation of the Light.
I was amazed to discover the practice of
seeking the Light through the lucid dream is described in ancient
Tibetan manuscripts, particularly in the writings that were translated
by Evans-Wentz and published as Tibetan Yoga and Secret Doctrines
(Evans-Wentz, 1958). In the chapter entitled “The Doctrine of the Dream
State," the adept is admonished to become aware of the illusory nature
of the dream images while in the dream! There are various physical and
mental exercises given to enable the adept to achieve lucidity. One of
the goals of this process is to carry the waking consciousness into the
dream and vice versa without a break in consciousness.
The primary purpose for establishing this
continuity of consciousness is to allow the dreamer to begin to realize
that the environment of the waking state is a self-created dream as
well. This recognition leads the adept to the second and most important
phase of the lucid dream which is meditating on the Reality behind the
dream images. This stage of the lucid dream during which the dreamer
may enter an illuminated state is referred to in the Tibetan text as
the “Dawning of the Clear Light.” It is a stage in which the dreamer
turns his attention to the Source motivating the dream images.
For some reason an individual seems to become
more accessible to illuminatory experience when actually meditating in
the dream state than in the waking state. It is as if the barrier
between the person and the Divine becomes transparent, revealing the
Luminosity which has been so effectively obscured by unfulfilled
experiences, guilt, and reprehensible thoughts. As the desires and
fears inherent in this subconscious barrier are forgiven or accepted,
the dreamer then may come face- to-face with the Divine.
I have found that when the Light makes its
appearance in the lucid dream, the preceding events usually fall to the
wayside. Whereas the initial dream may have been an important
preliminary experience, the presentation of the Light seems to
represent the essential culmination of the dream process. The dreamer
has thus far accrued a great deal of independence and response
capability which has accompanied the emergence of lucidity.
Yet as the Light becomes visible, the dreamer
realizes that the independence and the interests of self must be
relinquished if the Light is to approach and become an inner
experience. The preeminent demand placed upon the dreamer as he stands
at this threshold is to surrender.
I have found this to be an extremely difficult
thing to do. The difficulty is illustrated in the following dream:
“I am outdoors and see a light in the sky. I
am told that I must turn my head away if the light is to descend upon
me. I am aware that I am dreaming. I bow my head. The ground around me
becomes illuminated by the brilliant orb. I begin to be afraid as it
nears me. I look up, and it withdraws into the sky. The process is
repeated, but I fail to overcome my fear. I
awaken.”
(Sparrow, 1974)
Usually when I desire the illuminatory
experience, I fail to realize that I am asking for a supremely humbling
experience. This is easy to forget when my thoughts turn to the beauty
and joy offered in the experience. But as I stand at threshold,
all of my reservations rise up to argue against going any further. This
problem, and its solution, is illustrated in the following dream:
“I enter a church and know that I am expected
to speak. The congregation is singing hymn #33 from a red hymnal. While
they go through the usual preliminary exercises, I decide to go outside
to gather myself. I am
worried and afraid because I don’t know what I will say. I sit down in
the grass and suddenly come up with a topic that feels right -- 'The
Way of Surrender.'
“At this point I look up in the eastern sky
and see a large orb of white light many times the size of the moon. I
realize that I am dreaming. I yell out in joy knowing it is coming for
me. As soon as I do, the Light withdraws into the sky as if it is
awaiting a more appropriate response on my part. I know that I must
turn my eyes away and trust. As I do, the Light descends. As it
approaches, I hear a woman’s voice say, “You’ve done well reflecting
this Light within yourself. But now it must be turned outward.’
“The air becomes charged and the ground is
brilliantly lit. The top of my head begins to prickle and be warmed by
the Light. I awaken.” (Sparrow, 1974)
The message in the dream seems to be two-told:
Surrender becomes the key to inner illumination and creative expression
in the world. The following excerpt from the Edgar Cayce readings
reiterates this message:
. . . though chosen as a channel, thou of
thyself may do nothing. The Spirit of the Christ working in and through
thee will bring the fruits of the Spirit in the experience of those
that thou would lead to the
light.
(#281-19)
I have found it difficult to surrender to
something that seems so overwhelming and totally “other.” In affirming
a spiritual ideal, however, I have been able to choose a “mediator”
between this overwhelming experience and myself; a mediator who does
not minimize the experience but who lends human and tangible qualities
to it. As I have invoked this mediator in my waking prayer and
meditation, He has become the strength through which I have been able
to surrender to a powerful and transforming inner experience. This is
represented by the following dream:
“I am with Mark, and we are both aware that we
are dreaming. We begin flying crisscross patterns through a large new
auditorium as if we are preparing it, and consecrating it. We actually
interpenetrate each other as we simultaneously pass through the center
of the room.
“At one point I see him standing in a doorway
at the back of the auditorium, talking to someone standing behind the
door. I know that it is Jesus! Anxiously, I walk through the door and
look toward Him. At first I am only able to see a bright white light.
But then the light abruptly changes into the clear form of the Master .
. . “ (Sparrow, 1975)
The clarification of the Mediator is a major
step toward creative lucid dreaming. It brings with it protection,
companionship and personal guidance. Without it, communion with the
Light lacks the essential ingredient of humanness; it provides no clear
bridge to lucid living.
I hope that this introduction has conveyed to
you how accessible the lucid dream can be. In my opinion, it is very
close to all of us - and the Light it promises, only a step further.
The obstacles which prevent its coming are our own beliefs and
constricting self-concepts. Yet perhaps all that is needed is for us to
show the least amount of willingness in order for the gift to be
bestowed - and for the dawn to come.
Now let's go into lucid dreaming a little more
deeply to explore the conditions that give rise to it, and the
challenges that accompany greater awareness in the dream.
Chapter Two
LUCID DREAMING AS AN EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS
“In the face of this enormity of Forces and challenges, what is
man tending to do? He seems to be trying to keep himself as unconscious
as possible and succeeds with remarkable versatility.”
--Dorothy Berkeley Phillips from The Choice is Always Ours
The Normal Dream State
One way to describe an individual’s experience
of dreaming is that it is a state in which he finds himself subject to
a script he does not seem to have written. Strange and unfamiliar
symbols and scenes intermingle with the commonplace. All the control
that the dreamer might have mustered during the day is usually
conspicuously absent. The dreamer possesses what seems to be a
conscious identity, but rarely does it dawn upon the dreamer that
things in the dream could be other than they are. The dreamer does not
question the necessity of the experience or what could be done to alter
the circumstances.
Self-reflection is rarely present in the
normal dream state. When situations arise which would be recognized as
absurd by the awake person, they are consistently accepted without
question by the dreamer.
Carl Jung describes the consciousness of primitive
humanity similarly:
“Before man learned to produce thoughts, thoughts came to him. He
did not think—he perceived his mind functioning.” (Jung, Vol. XI, p. 46)
Similarly, in the normal state of dreaming, an
individual does not dream in the sense of it being a willed or chosen
activity. Instead, it is an experience that comes to him, which happens
to him.
Another characteristic of this level of
consciousness is a lack of fine distinction between the dreamer and the
images of the dream. It is quite common for the dreamer to be observing
a person in his dream at one moment and then to be identifying with
that person in the next moment. This process of merging with the dream
symbols relates against resembles the psyche at the earliest stages of
its emergence, in which an individual is unable to maintain a clear
distinction between himself and the world. According to Jung, this
state of consciousness is a predominant characteristic the early stages
of childhood as well as the primitive psyche. The individual is an open
system, merged with the surrounding environment, having no sense of
boundary between himself and the world. Even though there may be a
sense of primitive union between the individual and the world, it is a
confused, unconscious state, in which the individual remains dependent
upon, and overly susceptible to, the environment.
This state of confusion manifests in the dream
as a susceptibility to the influence of the dream images. The dreamer’s
capacity to respond as an individual is minimal. To put it another way,
his response-ability decreases as the boundaries between himself
and the dream dissolve. In Gestalt psychology, this state of
primitive union is called confluence. Until the individual emerges from
this confusion, he “cannot tell what other people are. He does not know
where he leaves off and others begin.” (Perls, p. 38).
The concept of boundary is very important to
our understanding of lucid dreaming. As we begin to consider the first
stages of consciousness and self-reflection in dreams, we will observe
the beginning of a well-defined “contact boundary,” or a distinction
between the individual and the dream environment.
Many psychologists would question the value of
moving out of the normal dream state into a state of lucidity. After
all, the normal dream has proved to be a storehouse of information
about the inner workings of the personality, as well as being a
therapeutic experience in and of itself. Admittedly, the dream is of
obvious value. The aspect that is of questionable value, however, is
how the individual responds to the dream while in it.
Most of us make a major error when seeking to
understand our dreams. This error consists of failing to separate the
symbolic message, or the dream, from the subjective response in the
dream. Again we encounter the importance of establishing a boundary
between the dreamer and the dream world. When we fail to do this we
usually end up interpreting the symbolic message in according to our
subjective response to it. This error is identical to what Freud called
projection, that is, the tendency to impose the attributes of self upon
the environment. So, as we place importance upon the awakening of
consciousness in dreams, we are not undermining the importance of the
symbolic content. Instead, we are concerned with withdrawing the
projection of ourselves upon the dream encounter, and thus improving
the relationship between ourselves and the dream content so that there
will not be a confusion between the two. To understand the dream
content,
we must understand what we bring to the encounter first. As we
engage in this disciplined self scrutiny, we gradually develop a sense
of who we are that is strong enough to set ourselves apart from the
influence of the dream images, and then to enter into a constructive
engagement, or a dialogue with the dream figures.
Before early humans could learn to understand
the events in nature, they first had to evolve a mechanism for
self-reflection, or the ego. This process gradually set them apart from
the outer world. Humanity was in a sense born again in consciousness --
effectively expelled from a once protective unconscious into a state of
growing independence and volition. It was a fall, but "upward" into
consciousness.
Similarly, in order for us to understand fully
the dream content during the dream experience, we must move out of a
state of confluence, or unconscious identification with the dream, into
a self-reflecting, independent state. There is, of course, much
resistance to this movement in all of us, as Carl Jung points out:
“The Biblical fall of man presents the dawn of
consciousness as a curse. As a matter of fact it is in this light that
we look upon every problem that forces us to greater consciousness and
separates us even further from the paradise of unconscious
childhood.” (Jung, Vol. VIII, p. 389)
The normal dream state can be seen as an
indicator of man’s childlike subjection to images in his psyche which
he himself has created and subsequently rejected, as well as
preconscious elements that lie within him and are unable to emerge
because of his lack of understanding. In both cases he fails to assume
the responsibility of consciously owning these elements by refusing to
first set himself apart from them.
It may seem paradoxical that in order for us to
integrate a rejected aspect of ourselves, we must first see ourselves
apart from it. But as long as the distinction between an individual and
a rejected aspect of himself remains ill-defined, reconciliation can
never occur. Awareness must illuminate the problem until it is starkly
defined; otherwise, the problem will continue to be nurtured
unwittingly by the individual. We must move out of an unconscious
relationship with it into a conscious engagement.
As consciousness emerges in the dream, the
dreamer is accomplishing an objectification of the dream image. The
image gradually loses its autonomy and becomes more subject to the will
of the dreamer. Perls makes this comment about dreams:
“You prevent yourself from achieving what you want to achieve.
But you don’t experience this as you’re doing it...but some other power
that is preventing
you.” (Perls, p. 178)
As we emerge as conscious individuals in the dream
state, we begin to learn how we prevent ourselves from achieving
what we want, and that the “other power” that has been thwarting us is
ourselves in a multiplicity of guises.
The Initiation of the Lucid Dream State
As lucid dreams begin to occur within the life
of an individual, they are likely to be rare and short-lived. Erich
Neumann describes the infantile ego similarly:
“Just as the infantile ego...feebly developed,
easily tired, emerges like an island out of the ocean of the
unconscious for occasional moments only, and then sinks back again, so
early man experiences the world.” (Neumann, p. 15)
Since conscious desire for such experiences
plays a small role at this early stage, the apparent causative factor
in
the dream is usually a tearful, highly absurd, or incongruous
situation. We must be careful, however, in assuming that a particular
factor is causing lucidity to arise. The most we can really say is that
certain factors such as emotional stress or the awareness of
incongruity in the dream only accompany the emergence of lucidity. But
because the dreamer experiences these factors as causing lucidity to
arise, however, we will discuss them as if this were true.
A common example of what provokes the initial
lucid dream state is a stressful dream in which the dreamer is fleeing
from an animal or person who seeks to do harm to the dreamer. When the
dreamer confronts this stressful situation, it seems to force him out
of a confluent relationship with the dream, and encourage
self-reflection. He can no longer afford a lack of distinction between
himself and the influence of the feared object. An example of this,
that I've already cited earlier, is shown below:
“I am being pursued in the area of my freshman
residence by a group of men. As I run through the neighborhood, dodging
in between houses, I become aware that I am dreaming and that the fear
is unnecessary . . .“
(Sparrow, 1974)
Here we find that the desires of the dreamer
and the situation at hand have become so radically different as to
erect
a psychological differential or boundary between the dreamer and the
dream world.
The primitive ego could have been stimulated
into being under similarly stressful circumstances. For example, the
rhythms in nature repeat themselves in predictable ways. the sun rises
each day, and the seasons follow a recurrent, cyclic pattern. Anything
that becomes predictable essentially lulls consciousness into a kind of
unexamined expectancy. Certainly, there are thousands of ways that we
experience this kind of habituation every day.
However, for better or worse, nature did not
afford primitive humans the luxury of a perfectly predictable world.
Beyond the day to day surprises in weather changes, and food supply
alterations, there were dramatic, unforgettable anomalies that surely
shook the primitive psyche to its roots. For instance, a solar eclipse
radically alters an otherwise unchanging year-to-year pattern of the
sun's behavior. When this happened to the primitive mind, which had not
way of dismissing the phenomenal, there surely arose the conditions
that favored a further differentiation between man’s inner expectations
and the outer phenomenon of darkness.
During irregular events, such as solar eclipses and
natural cataclysms, confluence with the world could very well have been
difficult to maintain. During such crises, primitive humanity may have
perceived brief moments of separation from the outer world. Indeed,
some thinkers believe that it was one such incident -- a supernova --
around 5000 B.C., that stimulated the Babylonians to invent writing.
When the star Vela X exploded, and created a moon-size light in the sky
for months, the Babylonians inscribed the first written word -- the
word for star.
We must remember, however, that such creative
moments are by no means pleasant. In support of this, Carl Jung says,
“There is no birth of consciousness without pain” (Jung, Vol. XVII, p.
193). This pain could be described as the irritation that arises when
man’s expectations of the world and of others prove to be inadequate,
at which time his inevitable separateness from the world becomes
evident. Typically, we resist such awakenings as long as we possibly
can.
Similarly, we typically resist moving out of
the unconsciousness of the normal dream state. We do this on a regular
basis by simply denying the presence of indications that we are,
indeed, dreaming. Rather than realizing the existence of odd, or
incongruous elements in the dream -- which regularly abound in
our dreams -- the dreamer usually rationalizes these oddities as being
somehow ordinary. An example of this is as follows:
“I am with two friends outdoors, looking at
the night sky. I notice that there seem to be two moons, each not full,
but about one-half or three-fourths full. I decide I must be dreaming,
but I think that it’s too real to be a dream. I don’t want to say
anything about there being two moons because, if I am mistaken, it
would be a laughable mistake. .
.”
(Sparrow, 1974)
Incipient consciousness does not appear to be
easily accepted by the dreamer. There is the greatest resistance to its
full
expression in the dream, especially during the early stages of lucid
dreaming. Similarly, Erich Neumann -- a student of Jung --
describes a period in the evolution of the primitive ego in which the
desire to remain unconscious and merged with nature is the predominant
urge:
“So long as the infantile ego consciousness is
weak and feels the strain of its own existence as heavy and
oppressive…it has not discovered its own reality and differentness...
“Man is not yet thrown back upon himself,
against nature, nor the ego against the unconscious; being oneself is
still a wearisome and painful experience, still the exception that has
to be overcome.” (Neumann, p. 16)
One might argue that the development of
consciousness is a natural process, and that in time everyone will
begin to experience greater consciousness in dreams as well
as in the waking life. While the ascent to consciousness may be
inevitable, it may derive more from an "unnatural," uniquely human
effort.
“Nature cares nothing whatsoever about a
higher state of consciousness; quite the
contrary.” (Jung, Vol. VIII, p. 394)
Likewise, Neumann says:
“The ascent toward consciousness is the
‘unnatural’ thing in nature; it is specific of the species man.”
(Neumann, p. 16)
Thus, when lucidity initially arises in a
dream, it seems contrary to the “natural” dictates of the dreamer. This
impasse can be overcome when a stressful situation arises in which the
dreamer no longer finds it advantageous to believe in, and identify
with, the dream content. The willingness to grow in consciousness in
this case seems to be preceded by the imperative to grow.
One woman told me a dream that seemed to illustrate
that the dream's "agenda," if we may personalize the dream intent, is
to create the conditions in which we can no longer resist awakening to
the truth. Her dream suggests that once we merely acknowledge our own
capacity for higher consciousness, we move into congruency with the
deeper self.
"I am in an open field,
alone at first. Then I see a knight on a horse at the other end of the
clearing. He is in armor, and his visor covers his face. There's
something I'm supposed to know, but I can't figure it out at first.
Then he turns his horse
toward me and lowers his lance. The horse begins to gallop toward me.
Meanwhile, I become more and more afraid. Suddenly, I realize that I
must be dreaming! At that very moment, the knight slows the horse to a
trot, raises his lance, and then salutes me as he passes by."
In such dreams as this one, we can see that the dream has an obvious agenda or intent. It is not so much to communicate
a message, as we've been led to believe by conventional dream
theorists, but to awaken us to our greater capabilities as fully
conscious beings.
Although emotional stress seems to be the
predominant stimulus in the emergence of lucidity during the early
phases, another factor begins to emerge, especially after a conscious
desire has been in effect to have such experiences. Oliver Fox, author
of the early classic Astral Projection,refers to this process as the
arousal of the “critical faculty,” and believes that it is fundamental
to the attainment of lucid dreams and out of body experiences (Fox, p.
35). An example of this critical faculty is illustrated
in the following dream:
"I am looking at the Eastern sky, and see the full moon. Then I see
another orb of light near the moon. I am first puzzled by this, and
think that the second light could be the sun. But the sky is dark, so
it doesn't make sense. Then I wonder if it might be a UFO. As I'm
considering this possibility, the truth suddenly dawns. I laugh and
realize that I am dreaming."
The critical faculty that begins to emerge in
the dream state is a faculty which becomes more and more attuned to
the occurrence of novelty and incongruity. As it begins to function, it
begins to question the apparent reality of incongruous elements in the
dream.
A single, inconspicuous item may be the key
which is grasped by this critical awareness. Indeed, it appears that
the
more experiences an individual has had, the more subtle the awareness
of incongruity becomes. For example, the dream below occurred years
after I began to have such experiences:
“ . . . walking through the woods toward our
cabin, I look down at my feet and see that I have on a pair of new
boots. I laugh because I have no new boots. I realize that I am
dreaming . . . “ (Sparrow, 1974)
These unexpected anomalies in the dream which
stimulate the faculty for self-reflection are analogous to the unusual
events in nature which stimulates the ego’s development. At this
point it is possible to speculate that the very inconsistency of nature
which primitive man must have lamented was really his ally in assisting
him to awaken. The inconsistency of nature effectively resists the
identification that man seeks to maintain with the world, and throws
him back upon his own resources. It was and is a frustrating marriage
that, ultimately, is impossible to sustain. In response, consciousness
appears to emerge both as a a defense and as an ascent -- as a
means of insulating the organism from the unpredictability of nature,
and then as a way of developing a creative way of responding to it.
Likewise, the growth of the critical faculty in
dreams enables the dreamer to move out of the unpredictability of the inner nature into a conscious relationship to it.
“Thus infantile consciousness, constantly
aware of its . . . dependence upon the matrix from which it sprang,
gradually becomes an independent
system.” (Neumann, p.
46)
Lucid Dreaming and Out-of-Body Experiences
Once the state of lucidity has been initiated,
either through emotional stress or the activation of the critical
faculty, the dreamer usually experiences a qualitative change in the
dream. There is usually a tremendous sense of personal freedom and
independence.
“. . . I become aware that I am dreaming. I
fly up through the roof. The neighborhood is incredibly beautiful. The
sun is just coming up and it gives the trees a luminous glow. I ‘take
off’ and fly through the trees and above the neighborhood
houses.”
(Sparrow, 1974)
At this stage of lucidity, the dreamer becomes
acutely aware of having a body other than the sleeping body. This
awareness gives rise to the obvious conclusion that one has left the
body. Even though this conclusion changes the way the dreamer looks at
the experience, nothing really has changed. That is why some
researchers assert that the out-of-body experiences should be regarded
"as philosophically indistinguishable from lucid dreams” (Green, p. 20). After all, if lucidity is the singular state of
self-consciousness in which both lucid dreams and out-of-body
experiences occur, it can be discussed without the necessity of
breaking it into its different manifestations. Two examples of lucidity
in which "out of body" awareness arises are as follows:
“. . . I become aware that I am dreaming, or
rather my body is sleeping somewhere else. I examine the body I am in
and find it to be very real and solid. I realize that the experience
must be somehow real in a three-dimensional sense . . .
“ (Sparrow, 1971)
During a period of sustained lucidity, the
dreamer begins to experience a relatively unvarying sense of identity.
The boundary between the dreamer and the dream world becomes so well
defined psychologically that the dreamer begins to realize the
existence of a physical boundary as well. If the resulting body is real
in any physical sense, as parapsychologists have tried to establish, it
points out an apparent need that arises in the dreamer to give a
physical form to his identity apart from the body. We spend our entire
lives identifying with a physical body; thus, it is probable that we
enter into lucidity with preconceived “sets” which determine our
perception of a body rather than an amorphous mass of energy.
This idea is supported by the experience of John
Lilly as reported in The Center of the Cyclone (1972). He relates
an experience of meeting two entities while "out of his body."
“They stop at a critical distance and say to
me that at this time I have developed only to the point where I can
stand their presence at this particular distance. If they came any
closer, they would overwhelm me, and I would lose myself as a cognitive
entity, merging with them. They further say that I separated them into
two, because that is my way of perceiving them, but that in reality
they are one in the space in which I found myself. They say that I
insist on still being an individual, forcing a projection onto them, as
if they were two . . .
“ (Lilly, pp. 26-27)
This experience suggests that our need for a
body in the lucid state is a convenient, but ultimately unnecessary
fiction that is based on our past identity with a physical body, and
our hesitancy to relinquish this identity. But at one stage in our
evolution as conscious beings, bodily identity probably represents a
pinnacle achievement.
Indeed, it is doubtful whether there can be a
well-defined sense of bodily identity when an individual is in an
unconscious, confluent relationship with the world. Primitive man, like
the dreamer, was probably not aware of a separate bodily self until he
was able to move out of confluence with the outer world. At that point,
the skin became the most obvious and definitive boundary between the
individual and the outer world, and adequately insulated the new sense
of separateness from the world and from others.
Even when an individual begins to have lucid
dream or out-of-body experiences with regularity, normal dreams
continue to outnumber by far dreams of the lucid type. Yet, that which
transpires during a single lucid dream may be of immeasurably greater
value to the dreamer than a normal dream. The most important quality of
the lucid dream appears to be the capacity to consciously accept
responsibility for what one has neglected -- given the reasonable
assumption that the dream is largely a picture of what we have disowned
or neglected. This entire process of becoming lucid and “owning” the
dream is illustrated in the different portions of the following dream:
“I am walking on a street near my house when I
spot a man who I know is antagonistic toward me. I run to the north and
hear the man calling to his companions to join him in the pursuit.
“I take refuge in a large multistoried house.
A couple of people who live there accompany me to the top floor, hoping
that the band of pursuers will not find us . . . “
Up to this point, the dreamer has met an
aspect of himself that he cannot accept, but in whose autonomous
reality he believes. The lack of self-reflection and self-distinction
in the “normal” dream prevents the possibility of the dreamer rising
above the apparent reality of the dream world. The dream images remain
impervious to modification and dissolution as long as we cannot face
them with full awareness.
Reconciliation between the dreamer and the
stressful situation can and does occur in normal dreams, but the
presence of
lucidity -- and, more specifically, the awareness that the dream has no
ultimate power over the dreamer -- can greatly facilitate the healing
process. The dream continues:
“We enter the upper level, and fearfully await their coming.
“Suddenly I realize that we are dreaming. I
seem to be standing on a chair because my perspective is from the
ceiling. I look down on the girl and say, ‘We’re dreaming!’ She scoffs
at this and refuses to believe me. I tell her that I will prove it to
her by temporarily
withdrawing from the dream. As I do this, I hear her gasp in surprise,
so I return. She is elated when she realizes that she has nothing to
fear...”
At this point the dreamer has been stimulated
into lucidity through emotional stress. The immediate consideration is
not so much what he is going to do about the approaching threat, but
rather with experimenting with the newfound freedom and independence.
We continue with the dream:
“We hear the gang storming up the stairs. I
see a man going to meet them with a gun. I grow afraid even though I
realize I can confront them without any danger. I decide to withdraw.
As I awaken, I feel as if I have avoided a necessary confrontation.”
Here the dreamer apparently fails to use his
newfound awareness to respond creatively to the dream. He does what
most of us would do: He escapes into the waking state.
Yet, once consciousness of the conflict has arisen,
the problem seems to pursue the dreamer relentlessly as if a commitment
has been made to deal with it. We find this to be true in this case. As
the dreamer goes back to sleep, there is an immediate confrontation
with the unfinished situation:
“From a distance I see the same group of men
who were in the previous dream. As they approach, I decide not to
escape. They come up to me like a group of dogs, just waiting for a
wrong move. But as I
laugh nervously, they begin to slap me on the back, and smile in a playful manner. “
(Sparrow, 1974)
This completes the process. The dreamer has
come to grips with a part of himself which probably would have remained
a threat to him had not consciousness arisen in the dream.
The process of owning the dream through
becoming lucid closely parallels the goals of Gestalt Therapy. Great
importance is attributed to the development of awareness. Enright says:
“In human beings, awareness develops where novelty and complexity
of transaction are greatest and the most possibilities (for good or
ill) exist. Awareness seems to facilitate maximum efficiency by
concentrating all the organism’s abilities on the most complex,
possibility-loaded situation.” (Enright, p. 107)
Enright goes on to say that the goal of Gestalt Therapy “consists of the reintegration of attention and
awareness” (Enright, p. 108). One way to define a dream is to regard it
as a reflection of what the organism is attending to, but of which the
conscious self is largely unaware. Within this framework, the conflicts
in dreams become representative of areas in a person’s life in which
there is a lack of awareness.
Gestalt Therapy operates under the assumption
that once awareness reunites with the split-off aspect, the individual
can deal with it successfully without further help from the therapist.
This is based upon the idea that most of us have the necessary
resources to deal with our problems once we are conscious of them.
Impasses arise because blockages exist of which we are unaware. When
awareness (lucidity) extends into the area of blockage (the dream
conflict), we are able to mobilize our resources to deal with it.
If lucid dreaming has a purpose, it is to
enable an individual to have a greater awareness of underlying aspects
of the personality. Not all of these aspects are disowned conflicts.
Surely, many prove to be quite beautiful and profound. In any case, the
lucid dream reveals a breakthrough into response-ability upon a level
where man is still a child. It is perhaps an indicator of the beginning
of consciousness of our inner selves, similar to the process which
began in relation to the outer world ages ago and still remains
incomplete.
Chapter Three
THE DYNAMICS OF LUCID DREAMING
"If the doors of perception were cleansed
every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite. "
--William Blake
The Qualities Which Promote Lucid Dreaming
One of the first questions to arise in the
study of lucid dreaming is: Why is the state of lucidity so rare? The
answer to this question not only provides a way of approach to lucid
dreaming but to other transformative experiences as well.
Our first concern is to decide whether
lucidity is an inherent potential, that is, a “given,” or learned or
acquired faculty. If it is learned, then we would expect to find
lucidity occurring only in the dreams of individuals who have actively
and consciously pursued the faculty. However, many people upon
familiarization with the term are able to recall spontaneous instances
of lucidity from their previous dreams. This leads to the conclusion
that lucid dreaming is primarily an inherent, unconscious potential,
which we shall call “capacity.”
However, it has also been shown that once an
individual is convinced of the importance of lucid dreaming, its
frequency can be increased through desire. The following dream from a
young woman’s letter illustrates how the desire to experience lucidity
may result in a deeply transforming dream.
“After reading the
article [‘Lucid Dreaming as an Evolutionary Process,’ The A.R.E.
Journal, May, 1975] 1 went to bed with a strong desire to test it. I
slept restlessly until dawn with no recall. Then the most beautiful
experience followed.
“I seemed to be
responsible for a baby which was very messy and sitting on a pot. My
concern was to find a bathroom and clean it up without others noticing
it. As I held the baby, I distinctly felt that it should be older and
better trained. I looked closely into its face which was full of wisdom
and suddenly I knew I was dreaming.
“Excitedly, I tried to
remember the advice in the article and the only thought I had was
‘Ultimate Experience.’ A blissful sensation took over - of blending and
melting with colors and light -- opening up into a total
‘orgasm.’ I gently floated into waking consciousness.
A feeling of bubbling joy has stayed with me now for six days.” (P.L., 1975)
If desire always caused such immediate
results, many of us would be experiencing lucid dreaming quite
regularly. But one is liable to find that although desire may initially
exert a powerful catalyzing effect, it may soon fail to stimulate
further lucidity.
When our desire is intense yet ineffectual,
the first thing we doubt is our own capacity for such an experience.
However, if our assumption is true that individuals innately possess
the capacity for lucid dreaming, then the problem must lie elsewhere.
One way to account for the apparent ineffectiveness
of the capacity and desire is to postulate a third variable that
influences the frequency of lucid dreaming and other transformative
experiences. This quality, which may be called openness, acts as a
mediating variable between desire, which is a conscious catalyst -- and
capacity, which is an unconscious potential.
It is not uncommon for many of us who are
diligently practicing meditation as well as intensely longing for
transformation to feel at a standstill. We may sense that much is
happening unconsciously, but for some reason it fails to reach our
conscious awareness. Somewhere, we conclude, there must be barriers
that stand between our aspiration and the source of our transformation.
In an attempt to understand the nature of the
barriers that inhibit this awareness of our indwelling capacity, Carl
Jung postulated a “personal unconscious,” or a level of the psyche
composed of the often-unresolved memories of our personal experiences.
“...the personal unconscious contains all
psychic contents that are incompatible with the conscious attitude.
This comprises a whole group of contents, chiefly those which appear
morally, esthetically, or intellectually inadmissible and are repressed
on account of their incompatibility. A man cannot always think and feel
the good, the true, and the beautiful, and in trying to keep up an
ideal attitude everything that does not fit in with it is automatically
repressed.” (Jung, Vol. VIII, p. 310)
Resting on a deeper “collective unconscious” (which
contains the innate collective patterns for the spiritual unfoldment of
humankind), the personal unconscious contains the memory of guilt,
unacceptable impulses and unresolved interpersonal conflicts. Jung
observed that when an individual was able to work through these
conflicts, the personal unconscious became more
permeable to the deeper, integrating patterns in the
psyche. Thus permeability -- or openness -- is the ideal state of
this mediating level between conscious awareness and inherent
unconscious capacity.
Thus far, three qualities have been presented which
may lead to the experience of lucid dreaming. The first quality is the
unconscious capacity latently existent within every individual.
Although capacity is potentially available it becomes accessible only
to the degree that an individual is
truly open and permeable, or relatively free of unreconciled conflicts
which form unconscious barriers. When a person is permeable, desire can
then stimulate or invite the influx of our deep capacity into conscious
awareness. This process may culminate in a healing dream or a deep
meditative experience in which a union takes place, if only
briefly, between the conscious, aspiring individual and the
deeper, transforming self.
Lucid dreams may apparently arise under
varying combinations of these three qualities. Let's look at several
possible conditions for the arousal of lucidity and other
transformative experiences.
The Serious Seeker. In the illustration below we see a model depicting
an individual who has the desire (indicated by the arrow) and capacity
for transformative experience but who lacks the permeability necessary
to receive it.
Unconscious spiritual capacity
Personal unconscious/barriers
Conscious self/desire
Such an individual is likely to feel
frustrated, sensing a discrepancy between where he is, and where he
wants to be. When this condition prevails, the dream life assumes a
special significance in illuminating the nature of the unconscious
obstacles.
Indeed, the dream can be regarded as one of
the safest and clearest indicators of one’s permeability or lack
thereof. For within the dream, memories that have been previously
rejected rise again into awareness. Like orphans hungry for our love,
these elements pressure us until we acknowledge them. Furthermore, the
desires and attitudes of the dreamer again interact with these memory
patterns; and the lack of harmony between them erects a barrier to
growth that is apparent in the dream.
For example, the following dream reflects one
aspect of the dreamer’s lack of true openness to his deeper nature:
“I’m on one side of a short fence with a
very small dog. On the other side is a larger, more aggressive dog.
Somehow, my dog lures the other (black) dog through the fence. It
growls at me; I try to be cool. But then he bites my hand and will not
let go.
“I grab him by the neck and begin to
strangle him. I do enough damage to get him to let go. But he continues
to weaken. I feel sorry for the
dog…”
(Sparrow, 1975)
We should note the reaction of the dreamer to this
dream. His inability to integrate and accept the aspect of
himself, which the dog symbolizes, arrests his movement toward greater
wholeness and fulfillment.
Yet in the midst of the frustration and tension which
may arise in the dream, the dreamer may also experience the deeper self
coming to his aid to reconcile the differences. It is as if the
dreamer’s desire and his unconscious capacity converge in the dream to
overcome the mediating barriers that inhibit his openness. As a result,
dreams that occur in this condition often reveal the appearance of a
savior figure, or one who represents the inherent spiritual capacity of
the dreamer. The following nonlucid dream dramatically illustrates this
convergence:
“…I am with a girl. We are both worried
as to how we can escape from the devil. She says, ‘We’ll call Hugh Lynn
-- a sage-like older man.’ I experience great relief.
“That night she and I go to call. As we
begin to dial, the devil comes into the building. He looks about 30
years old, has fairly long black hair and speaks gruffly. I act
childish and innocent so as not to arouse his suspicion. We walk back
toward the building that he occupies. He hits me twice with a rolled-up
newspaper for acting stupidly.
“Later we are all outdoors on the lawn
in front of the building. As he is talking with other people, the girl
and I plan to escape. We make our plans while feigning a romantic
attraction.
“We plan to escape by running across the
yard toward the shadows of the nearby buildings. The dangerous part is
that an area of lighted lawn has to be crossed while he is talking to
someone. We take off, or at least, I do. Before 1 reach the shadows,
someone tells me that there is a well which I may fall into if I
proceed. So I hesitate, trying to decide what to do.
“As I am facing my desired direction,
light comes from behind me. I see his shadow creep past me as if the
light were behind him. As I turn in fear, I say, ‘Lord, have
mercy!’ But instead of the devil, a beautiful woman clothed in
white is here. Light surrounds her. She walks up to me, reaches down
and touches my forehead.
“The dream is over. I am aware that
light is building within me. A bright warmth fills my vision. Then I
awaken.” (Sparrow, 1973)
In this experience the dreamer becomes aware of the
barriers within himself personified in the dream by the devil. He
exhibits a desire to overcome his imprisonment by escaping, which
proves to be insufficient. Yet in the midst of his despair, the deeper
self (which we can equate with “capacity”) comes to his aid and
completes the process of liberation.
When desire and capacity converge upon the
unreconciled memories or patterns of thought that inhibit one's
permeability, dreams begin to reflect the extremes of the human
condition, as in the above dream. On one hand the dreams hold more
challenges and pain for the dreamer; yet the ability to face these
challenges seems to emerge as a result of the emergence of the deeper
self. The dreamer and his deeper self then cooperate to come to grips
with previously unacceptable or unrecognized aspects of the dreamer.
This special type of convergence is also
significant to a consideration of lucidity. It is important to note
that lucidity often emerges in the dream at the same time a symbol of
the savior or the higher self makes its appearance. For example, in the
“light in the sky” dreams quoted in Chapter One, the appearance of the
light preceded the onset of lucidity. On one level we might conclude
that this strange sight acts as a cue to “awaken” the dreamer. However,
another equally valid interpretation of the relationship between these
events is that lucidity and the appearance of a higher self symbol are
subjective and objective -- inner and outer -- manifestations of the
deeper self, or capacity for transformative experience.
Thus the perception of light or a symbol of
the higher self in the dream environment tends to correlate with the
arousal of lucidity. The dreamer’s latent capacity may manifest itself
in the dream in the externalized form of a higher self figure (for
example, a spiritual teacher), and/or the internalized awareness of
lucidity. The reasons supporting such a theory are evidenced by the
fruits, or the outcomes due to both. Indeed, it is clear that the
arousal of lucidity and the emergence of a higher self symbol have
similar effects on the outcome of the dream.
In the experience with the devil the dreamer
reaches a depth of despair to which there seems no solution. He is
bound by the circumstances in the dream which he unknowingly has
created. When the illuminated woman appears, however, the situation
which previously entrapped the dreamer no longer threatens him. She, in
effect, introduces an alternative to an inescapable dilemma. The
transformative capacity that she represents has a direct influence on a
memory pattern that blocks the dreamer's progress toward the light.
Since the dream state is a period during which an
individual rarely contemplates alternatives, the course of dreams
typically reflects an unquestioned inevitability. That is, in the
dream we rarely think that things could have turned out differently.
Yet when a savior or higher self symbol appears, as in the
aforementioned dream, it often transcends the so-called inevitability
of the dream by offering the dreamer novel alternatives.
Lucidity affects the course of a dream in a
similar manner. The following dream of a young woman is one of a long
series of dreams in which she continually fled from an aggressive,
mentally unbalanced man. This dream was the first in which she became
lucid; and, as we might suspect, it was the last dream in this lengthy
series.
“I’m in a dark, poor section of a city.
A young man starts chasing me down an alley. I’m running for what seems
to be a long time in the dream. Then I become aware that I am dreaming
and that much of my dream life is spent running from male pursuers. I
say to myself, ‘I’m tired of this never-ending chase.’ I stop running,
turn around and walk up to the man. I touch him and say, ‘Is there
anything I can do to help you?’ He becomes very gentle and open to me
and replies, ‘Yes. My friend and I need help.’ I go to the apartment
they share and talk with them both about their problem, feeling
compassion for them both.”(C.Y., 1975)
The question that naturally arises at this
point is: If lucidity and the appearance of a higher self symbol are
manifestations of the same quality, why does only one of them usually
occur in a deep or transforming dream?”
Although the two phenomena may represent the same
underlying quality and affect the course of the dream in similar ways,
their effects upon the dreamer usually differ radically. In the dream
in which the illuminated woman appears, she bestows a gift of healing
upon the dreamer. As a humble recipient he sees the source of his
healing as originating apart from himself. Thus the dreamer is left
with a sense of being protected and guided by a transcendent “other.”
In the dream of the aggressive man, the
dreamer assumes quite a different role. As lucidity emerges, she
experiences herself as being the healing or reconciling agent. The
recipient of healing is seen in this case as a subordinate
“other.” The experience thus leaves the dreamer with a new sense of
competence and inner strength.
We might theorize that the underlying spiritual
capacity manifests in the dream in the way that best conforms to the
needs of the dreamer. Undoubtedly, there are periods when we need
to have healing bestowed upon us; for such experiences humble us and
engender reverential attitudes. At other times, it becomes necessary
for us to discover our own capacity to instigate creative change; for
this imbues a sense of self-worth and gradually permits us to
experience what it might mean to become “co-creators with God.”
It is important for us to realize that
lucidity and the personalized appearance of the higher self not only
compliment each other, but "need" one another.
On one hand, if a person has numerous dreams
that reflect the dramatic appearance of a higher self symbol, he may
begin to dissociate himself from the dream figure until it is regarded
as an autonomous force originating from outside himself. Although
the dream may instill a feeling of “presence” within the dreamer, he
may never realize that the dream symbol intimates his own deeper self.
On the other hand, if a person experiences
numerous lucid dreams without ever gaining a sense of the divine
Person, then the danger of self-inflation arises. This might take the
form of wanting to manipulate the dream according to
one’s own dictates, as well as an overestimation of one’s ability to handle difficult situations.
Hence lucidity and the external portrayal of
the higher self make possible a creative balance between dynamic
self-initiative and reverent receptivity.
The Impatient Seeker. An overestimation of our
ability to tackle the barriers inhibiting our openness may lead to a
precarious situation. This relationship between desire, permeability
and capacity is shown in the diagram below.
In this situation, an individual tends to encourage a
premature confrontation with subconscious barriers through impatience
or extreme desire. The attitude which this represents can perhaps be
best described as “storming the gates of heaven.”
Although the underlying supportive capacity does not
diminish, it is in effect overshadowed by the zealous impatience of the conscious self. This situation is likely to come
about when a person has received a glimpse of what lies beyond his
self-created enclosure, and then longs impatiently to be free.
An example of how harmless such an attitude can
appear on the surface is an excerpt from my own journal on September 9, 1974.
“Something aches within me for change,
for transformation. If I only knew what to give up, what to do. I feel
that I too easily grow satisfied with my world and myself. The world of
Light recedes in the light of my indifference. I want to meet my
obstacles; and I pray for the strength to meet them…”
The following dream occurred that night as if in
answer to an unwise request.
“I am standing in the
hallway outside my room. It is night and hence dark where I stand. Dad
comes in the front door. I tell him that I am there so as not to
frighten him or provoke an attack. I am afraid for no apparent reason.
“I look outside
through the door and see a dark figure which appears to be a large
animal. I point at it in fear. The animal, which is a huge black
panther, comes through the doorway. I reach out to it with both hands,
extremely afraid. Placing my hands on its head, I say, ‘You’re only a
dream.’ But I am half pleading in my statement and cannot dispel my
fear.
“I pray for
Jesus’ presence and protection. But the fear is still with me as I
awaken.”
(Sparrow, 1975)
This dream reveals that when a dreamer’s desire to
confront the subconscious barriers is excessive, even lucidity
can prove inadequate to cope with the encounter. If the dreamer wishes
to avoid such upsetting and possibly dangerous experiences, he must
realize that his conscious desires can set in motion a deep, inner
process, but they must then await rather than force the natural
unfoldment of his inherent capacity. The deeper self seems to operate
on the principle that true growth occurs only over a long period of
time and cannot be rushed.
The Recipient of Grace. A third configuration emerges when an
individual lacks the desire for transformative experiences as well as
the permeability to receive them. Yet even though an individual may
exhibit no desire whatsoever for transformation or for exploring his
self-created barriers to wholeness, he may still receive the gift of
healing and transformation.
How do these experiences filter through the
impermeable, subconscious barriers without the enlistment of
conscious cooperation? To understand this, we must examine the
relationship between the conscious self and the subconscious barriers.
One of the greatest preservers of the
status-quo conscious entity is consistent identification. We define
ourselves by what we identify with -- a body, a name, and a unique set
of talents and predispositions. As long as identification serves the
purpose of convenience -- that is, to give us a sense of
distinctness from the outer world and other individuals -- it enhances
our ability to interact without becoming bewildered or disoriented.
Yet when fear enters, the individual begins to
define himself in contrast to whatever he fears. If, for example,
he is afraid of strong emotions, he may insist on thinking of himself
as a calm, collected person. Through his defensiveness he casts out
feared or undesirable elements in his life. Even though he seem to rid
himself of these feelings, they remain within his unconscious. Such
memories continue to threaten his self-concept by resurfacing during
sleep and moments of low vigilance, such as during times of fatigue and
stress. Until these issues are dealt with, they comprise a relatively
impermeable subconscious barrier between the individual's consciously
stated desire for wholeness and his underlying real self.
The principle is this: Subconscious barriers
are maintained by a rigid and inappropriate identification on the part
of the conscious self. Thus, when the conscious identity changes, or is
shaken, the personal unconscious may, too, become less rigidly defined,
and thus open to the deeper self.
In the above diagram which depicts an
individual who lacks desire and permeability, the capacity for
transformation is inaccessible to the conscious self as long as its
identity remains static and unyielding. But there are times in our
lives when we confront crises which undermine or temporarily shake up
any well-defined self-image. In addition there are other periods during
which we have difficulty consolidating our self-image because of rapid
changes in our lives and in the environment. Though painful and
unstable, these periods may provide the only opportunities for the
life-giving source within us to penetrate the barriers that we have
erected. This infusion, which has been called grace in the Christian
tradition, is a gift which is bestowed when the conscious self has been
shaken, or to some degree is less fortified.
The concept of grace implies that the divine
capacity within each individual is never dormant, but exerts itself in
spite of the lack of conscious cooperation. The following dream
occurred near the beginning of my spiritual search when stubbornness
still overshadowed my desire for God. However, the instability of my
life as a college freshman counteracted a clear self-definition; hence
the subconscious barriers were ill-defined as well. As a result, I
discovered that something beautiful within me wanted my cooperation.
“I’m in bed at home. I feel someone
talking to me telepathically and realize that it’s the ‘space people.’
I look out of the window and see a dark sphere. Fearfully, I run out of
my room because I don’t want to see them. A dark object flies out of
the craft and lands in front of me. A beautiful blonde woman dressed in
blue suddenly appears before me I’m not afraid any more.
“We go into the kitchen to talk. She says that
they have been watching me and have finally decided to contact me. I
feel a lump in my wrist and ask her what it is. She says that it is a
mechanism with which they can keep in touch with me.
“They have come to take Chip (my older brother) with them. It seems that I am not ready to go yet.
I go into Dad’s room and see Chip kneeling by
the bed, wearing a blue robe. His head is shaved. He seems to be crying
or half asleep. I tell him that they have come for him.
“Later, from my window, I watch Chip being
placed in a the craft in a horizontal position. I notice that the woman
is standing beside me, and that she is my mother. As the craft prepares
to leave, it sends a flood of bright light towards us which makes
viewing difficult.” (Sparrow, 1972)
Dreams of this type usually awaken a desire
for further contact with the deeper self. When this desire comes into
play, the dreamer assumes, perhaps for the first time, a conscious,
active role in his spiritual unfoldment. He may then set about for the
first time to question the ways that he has previously defined himself
in the world.
The Transparent Self. When permeability is achieved through successive
dreams of confronting and working through the unresolved subconscious
barriers, a new relationship emerges between conscious desire,
unconscious permeability and spiritual capacity.
The convergence of desire and capacity upon the
mediating barriers leads gradually to a state of unification which may
manifest in the dream as a profound mystical experience. However, the
value of desire lessens abruptly as permeability is achieved. It
appears that the desire which motivates the dreamer to overcome his
self-created barriers must ultimately be surrendered in order to allow
the Spirit to have its way.
Desire is built upon expectation, and in its
extreme form can be an undisguised demand. Although desire for future
change may sustain individual through difficult experiences, it seems
to have no place once the seeker has “arrived”; in fact desire itself
may form the final obstacle to inner union.
In the following two dream excerpts we can see
how desire can inhibit a culminating experience once sufficient
openness has been achieved.
‘‘A man who I know is Jesus is materializing in front of me. I
become excited and run to embrace Him. The figure abruptly disappears…”
(Sparrow, 1975)
“…I look up in the eastern sky and see a
large orb of white light many times the size of the moon. I realize
that I am dreaming. I yell out in joy knowing it is coming for me. As
soon as I do the light withdraws into the sky as if it is awaiting a
more appropriate response on my part. I know that I must turn my eyes
away and trust. As I do, the light descends….” (Sparrow, 1974)
Perhaps it is inaccurate to say that the
seeker must totally relinquish his desire. Instead it appears from the
evidence of the above dreams that the culmination of the dream depends
upon the dreamer being able to hold in abeyance the desire for mere
acquisition (e.g., running to embrace Jesus).
Acquisitive desire tends to be self-oriented,
originating out of a sense of lack or a need to bolster one’s lagging
self-image. Obviously this desire stands in opposition to the
humbleness required to receive the Spirit in its fullness. Yet a
positive element of longing remains even after the dreamer overcomes
merely acquisitive desire.
This remnant of yearning persists and even
facilitates the mystical union, because now it focuses upon the
attainment of an end rather than a temporary acquisition. Instead of
desiring to incorporate or grasp the in flowing Spirit into a limited
understanding, the dreamer aspires to become more than he is. He in
effect offers himself as a sacrifice to a greater vision, a deeper love.
However, this end to which the dreamer aspires
usually does not merely avail itself at the critical moment of
surrender, but apparently must already be in place as an “ideal” within
the dreamer’s mind prior to the mystical dream. Without an ideal to
serve as a pattern, the experience lacks direction and can perhaps be
confusing or harmful. Many experiences are aborted at this point
because of the lack of a prevailing ideal to which the dreamer can
fearlessly surrender himself. The above dream of the light in the sky
is a good example of how the need for surrender raises the question, To
whom or what? The Edgar Cayce readings reiterate the importance of this
principle in the following passage.
To allow self in a universal state to be controlled, or to be dominated, may become harmful.
But to know, to feel, to comprehend as to who
or as to what is the directing influence when the self-consciousness
has
been released and the real ego allowed to rise to expression, is to be
in that state of the universal consciousness…
Then, who and what would the entity have to
direct self in such
experiences?
(#2475-1)
Rather than forming a rigid and definitive
system of personality types, each of the four conditions outlined in
this chapter pertains to perhaps every individual from time to time.
Further, all of these conditions may arise in the course of a single
dream. Hence it is not especially helpful for us to rigidly categorize
our present dream-life. Instead, we are charged with the task of
continually refining our desires, reconciling our inner conflicts and
clarifying our ideals until we can openly accept the luminous
culmination of the lucid dream.
Chapter Four
THE DELICATE BALANCE
"And be not conformed to this world; but be ye
transformed by the renewing of your mind,
that ye may prove what is that good,
and acceptable, and perfect, will of God."
--Romans 12:2
The Value of Sustained Lucidity
During the beginning stages of lucid dreaming
the experience rarely lasts for more than a few moments. The dreamer
usually awakens immediately, or is quickly reabsorbed into the normal
dream-state. The question which arises at this point is: How can the
experience be prolonged?
Before we consider specific techniques for
sustaining lucidity once it emerges, we must first decide whether there
is any value in prolonging a lucid dream at all. After all, it might be
argued that lucidity represents an end in itself, and need not be
sustained once it initiates a new and better relationship between the
dreamer and the dream. However, we have already examined several dreams
in which prolonged lucidity enabled the dreamer to contact a profound
level of his being as represented by the experience of inner light.
This experience alone confirms the value of sustaining lucidity.
Another reason for seeking to maintain and
exercise lucid awareness in the dream-state has to do with the theory
of reincarnation. Some metaphysical and religious teachings have held
that the dream state and the after-death state are similar. The Edgar
Cayce readings represent one of the few Western sources that have made
such a comparison.
First, we would say, sleep is a shadow of,
that intermission in earth’s experiences of, that state called death;
for the physical consciousness becomes unaware of existent conditions,
save as are determined by the attributes of the physical that partake
of the attributes of the imaginative or the subconscious and
unconscious forces… (#5754-1)
From an entirely different tradition, Sir John
Woodruffe, in his foreword to the Tibetan Book of the Dead, draws a
similar comparison between the Bardo state (period between death and
rebirth) and the dream state:
‘‘Rationally considered, each person’s after-death experiences…
are entirely dependent upon his or her own mental content. In other
words…the after-death state is very much like a dream state, and its
dreams are the children of the mentality of the dreamer.” (Evans-Wentz,
1970; p. 34)
The ancient Tibetan teachings regard the
after-death state as a period during which the deceased is confronted
with dreamlike images and various lights from which he must discern the
true path of emancipation from the karmic urge to be reincarnated
(Evans-Wentz, 1960). If he is able to make the correct choices, then
the
need for rebirth is overcome; and the liberated soul becomes one with
the “Clear Light,” which is his true nature. If this description
is accurate then lucidity may not only lead to transcending the
illusory aspects of the dream state but may also help to overcome the
illusory images in the after-death state which compel the deceased to
be drawn karmically back into the earth plane. In his commentary on the
Buddhist text, Woodruffe confirms this idea:
“…...if he [the disciple] has the power to die
consciously, and at the supreme moment of quitting the body can
recognize the Clear Light which will dawn upon him then, and can become
one with it, all...bonds of illusion are broken asunder immediately:
the Dreamer is awakened into Reality simultaneously with the mighty
achievement of recognition. “ (Evans-Wentz, 1970; p. 34)
Hence, whether we are dreaming or dying,
lucidity enables us to rise above the semiconscious involvement which
normally characterizes the dream state, and seek for the Light. The
following dream shows how the Light may present itself in its fullness
and yet go unseen without the discerning power of lucidity:
“I go into a bedroom and see a pretty young
woman sitting on the edge of a bed. I ask her if she would like a back
rub and she says yes. I notice bright light coming in through the
window. As I give her the rub I begin to be sexually aroused. However,
the light coming in through the window (which is brilliant and brighter
than the sun) is bothering me. I want to find some sunglasses or pull
the shade but she doesn’t want me to do that. Finally I just turn my
back to it.” (M.A.T., 1975)
Prolonging the Lucid Dream
When lucidity arises in the dream,
consciousness can be said to be moving “away” from total absorption in
the normal dream state toward waking awareness. Thus the lucid dream
represents an “in-between” awareness in which the dreamer partakes of
qualities from both the waking state and the dream state. In other
words, the dreamer maintains the awareness characteristic of the waking
state and the environment of the dream state. The duration of a lucid
dream thus becomes dependent upon the ability of the dreamer to
maintain a balance between waking and dream consciousness. If this
balance is to be achieved with any regularity the dreamer must learn to
recognize and hold in abeyance the forces impinging upon him from both
the waking state and dream state which tend to upset the delicate
balance of lucidity.
The Influences of the Dream Environment. In the
first case the dreamer must overcome the distracting qualities of the
dream environment itself; otherwise the dream will soon reabsorb him
into its drama. Indeed, during the first few moments of lucidity, the
dreamer may have only partially “awakened” and thus may still be
vulnerable to the bewildering effects of the rapidly changing dream
environment. At this time, the dreamer may commit the “fatal error” of
turning his attention outward. If he does, the instability or the
emotional impact of the images may cause him to lapse back into the
semiconsciousness of the dream. Hence the immediate need upon the
awakening of lucidity is to direct one’s awareness to ideals and
objects which will remain unchanging throughout the course of the
dream. In other words, the dreamer needs to discover “fixed” symbols
and mind tools onto which he can project his feeble dream identity.
One method of establishing a firm internal
identity is to concentrate on an affirmation which serves as a
continual reminder of the illusory nature of the experience. An example
of such an affirmation is “Everything I see is a dream.” Perhaps even
more creative and just as effective is an affirmation which states the
consistent purpose or ideal response of the dreamer, such as “Let me be
a channel of blessings,” or “Create in me a pure heart.” It is
important that the dreamer cultivate the affirmation in the waking
state if he expects it to be an effective aid in the dream.
The following dream from a young man who has
worked with lucid dreaming for several years illustrates the fragility
of lucid awareness and the effectiveness of an affirmation:
“A long dream in which I become lucid at
the end. I am on my way in to see a doctor with some other people. I
realize that I am dreaming as I approach the doctor from the rear; I
cannot yet see his face. I remember that before I went to sleep I would
use the affirmation ‘Everything that I see is the past; all that
matters is the way that I respond’ if I should become lucid - I had
made this suggestion to myself. I move my awareness to that
affirmation. I have to look at one spot to keep my attention upon it. I
am afraid that one of the characters in the dream (especially the
doctor) will see me staring this way and will get angry at me, thus
diverting my attention from the affirmation and causing me to lose my
lucidity.” (M.A.T., 1974)
In this experience the dreamer does two things
to sustain his lucid awareness. First of all, he focuses his inner
attention upon an affirmation. By choosing a phrase which continually
reminds him that he is dreaming, the dreamer effectively insulates
himself from any distracting thoughts which might arise to convince him
otherwise. Secondly, the dreamer narrows his vision to one spot in the
dreamscape. This gradually helps to extend his one-pointedness into the
dream environment, and thus weaken its distracting
influence.
Although the
above dream ends at this point, ideally it would go on to assume a more
stable appearance as a result of the consolidation of the dreamer’s own
identity. At this point, the dreamer would become more able to interact
creatively with the dream.
In Carlos Castaneda’s third book about his
apprenticeship to Don Juan, a Yaqui Indian sorcerer, his teacher
introduces Carlos to the practice of “dreaming,” or lucid dreaming
(Castaneda, 1972, p. 126). The first technique that he teaches
Castaneda is to become lucid by gazing at his hands or some other
portion of the body while in the dream.
At first glance, the dreamer’s hands possess
no special significance; instead it seems that Don Juan has made an
arbitrary and meaningless selection from a number of possible choices.
Yet when we examine the unique role that the body plays in the lucid
dream, it will become clear why focusing upon the hands or another part
of the body supplies a valuable technique for stimulating and
maintaining the lucid dream.
Of all the possible objects which may appear
in the dream, the dreamer’s body manifests with the greatest frequency.
Although this is an obvious truth, it assumes a special importance when
the dreamer’s problem lies in stabilizing a feeble identity in the
rapidly changing dream environment.
Since the body is perhaps the most unchanging
element in the dreamscape, it provides the best external focus for a
struggling internal identity. If attention prematurely extends beyond
the body. then the dreamer risks reinvolvement with less stable
elements in the dream which are more likely to submerge his feeble
conscious identity. Hence the body becomes a fixed, external symbol of
the dreamer’s identity apart from the dream environment.
However, the body is not the only stable
reference point in the dreamscape. Another element which remains
relatively unchanging is the ground beneath the dreamer’s feet. By
simply turning his attention to the ground, the dreamer may strengthen
his internal identity, and as a result clarify and stabilize the dream
image. The following experience illustrates how concentration upon
relatively “fixed” or unchanging elements can sustain the lucid dream:
“…I walk on down the street. It is night; and
as I look up at the sky I am astounded by the clarity of the stars.
They seem so close. At this point I become lucid. The dream ‘shakes’
momentarily. Immediately I look down at the ground and concentrate on
solidifying the image and remaining in the dreamscape. Then I realize
that if I turn my attention to the pole star above my head, the dream
image will further stabilize itself. I do this, until gradually the
clarity of the stars returns in its fullness.”
(Sparrow, 1975)
The Influences of the Physical Body. Although
the dreamer must on one hand maintain a sense of identity apart from
the dream environment if lucidity is to be sustained, he must also keep
from immediately awakening. If this is to be achieved, the dreamer must
recognize the aspects of his waking self which threaten to withdraw him
prematurely from the dream. These aspects can be grouped under the
general heading of sensory or physical body awareness.
When we are awake and self-reflecting we
continually expect sensory feedback from the body. It is the way in
which we typically confirm our perceptions and establish our
associations with the surrounding world. This continual expectation
forms a strong bond in which we associate self-reflection with our
bodies. It follows that whenever self-reflection (lucidity) arises in
the dream state there is the immediate tendency to reidentify with our
normal vehicle of awareness, the physical body.
One of the misconceptions which arises out of
such a strong bond to the body, and which causes the dreamer to
terminate a lucid dream, is that the body will die if consciousness
ever “leaves” the body. Although the dreamer may affirm otherwise, this
belief is deeply ingrained within most of us, and is likely to resist
change. Instead of negating this belief -- which probably has important
survival value in our day-to-day existence -- the dreamer can
counteract its effect during the dream by creatively affirming the
potential for healing and transformation in the lucid dream. This
constant affirmation will diminish the tendency immediately to become
afraid and to abort the lucid dream. Though the change will perhaps
take place gradually, the dreamer will eventually experience less
apprehension at finding himself “awake” in a dream.
Another belief which typically shortens the
lucid dream is the geocentric notion that the waking state is real in
contrast to the unreality of the dream. This stimulates the dreamer to
test the dream by waking standards, which quickly leads to a
reidentification with the flesh body and the senses. This tendency is
illustrated in the following lucid dream of a middle-aged woman:
“As I completely relaxed and had lids
closed but eyes looking straight ahead, this dream scene of a building
wall came into view.
“It is as though I am walking along
toward the left of the scene. Like a camera eye I am looking up at an
old stone building at my right. I keep looking and walk along, then
reverse direction, looking up at the building continuously with great
curiosity.
“The scene is dark, rather, like a
cloudy day, or perhaps this is on an old street with something nearby
blocking off the light from this building. I am not especially on a
street. It may be in a park or forest. I see nothing but the building
which I am very close to. The light is very poor, dim, perhaps it is
almost nighttime, when you can’t see colors . . .
“I think: I am awake - I have just
closed my eyes - I know I am awake. I have been awake so long, and this
must have been wanting to come through. It started as I barely got my
eyes relaxed and straight-ahead. This is important to me - I must take
a good look at it. What can this be?
“This really bothers me and to test if I
am really awake, I crack one eye open to look at my bedroom. That’s it!
Now the building has vanished. I do not see it again. Oh,
heck!” (M.H., 1975) (author’s italics)
The way in which we “test” the lucid dream has
something to say about our underlying assumptions about the physical
world and the waking state. Normally we feel that if we can experience
the transition from what we call a dream to what we call reality, we
can conclude we have been dreaming. This conclusion tends to diminish
the “dream” experience and furthermore to avoid the question, “Are we
still dreaming?” When we fail to ask this question we are implicitly
equating reality with sensory awareness and thus making the physical
senses the sole criteria for the evaluation of our experience.
According to the Edgar Cayce readings, this is a
mistake:
Be sure that . . . there is not the attempt to measure
spiritual things by material standards . . . (#254-60)
For . . . that we see manifested in the material plane is
but a shadow of that in the spiritual plane. (#5749-3)
In addition to working with his deep-set
beliefs, the dreamer can attempt to improve the condition of his flesh
body. If the body is uncomfortable or suffering any internal pressures,
it will withdraw consciousness more quickly from the lucid dream. Since
there is already a strong psychological predisposition to reidentify
with the body upon the arousal of lucidity, an inharmonious bodily
state only adds to the problem.
In Tibetan Yoga and Secret Doctrines,
directions regarding diet and exercise are given to diminish the
tendency of the body to awaken the dreamer:
“The Spreading-out into the Waking-State
occurreth when one is about to comprehend the dream, in virtue of
thinking that it must be comprehended, and then waketh up.”
[Evans-Wentz’s footnoted explanation: “In other words, the waking from
sleep while one is trying to grasp the character of the dream-state is
called the spreading-out of dream content into the waking state.”]
“The antidote for this is to eat nutritious
food and to perform bodily work [or exercise] until fatigued. Thereby
sleep becometh deeper; and that cureth
it.”
(Evans-Wentz, 1958, p. 218)
Both proper eating and exercise tend to
diminish the level of tension within the body until the lucid dreamer
becomes relatively tree from the demands of the sleeping body.
Even though the dreamer may accomplish a
balancing of his body energies through diet and exercise, the tendency
to awaken can still be strong. An additional practice which helps to
overcome this tendency is to try to move about in the dream body once
lucidity arises. This practice is reflected in the following dream:
“I move into the dream without a break in
consciousness. As the dream world scene begins to emerge I (1) try to
move (be active) in it in order to solidify my association with it, (2)
keep my eyes looking down where there will be the most constant
stimulus. I run into what seems to be a gym. I jump up and grab the
basketball rim. I know that I need to do one thing which is
supernatural in order to solidify my perceptions of the lucid dream. So
I push off from the rim, float in the air briefly, and then drop to the
ground…” (M.A.T., 1975)
One possible reason why movement in the lucid
dream tends to stabilize the dreamer’s involvement is that it allows
his mind to associate self-reflection with the lucid dream body instead
of the flesh body. If the dreamer remains stationary, then there is a
greater tendency to associate his self-reflective capacity with the
sleeping, inert flesh body, and thus awaken.
In the above dream the dreamer also solidifies
his involvement by performing a feat that defies physical laws. In
doing so he affirms a new set of laws. Since our experiences usually
function under the laws of the physical world, awareness is usually
attracted to the vehicle that realm, the body. However, with the
introduction of a new set of laws into the dream experience, awareness
is less likely to be drawn prematurely back to the flesh body. At this
point the dreamer’s identity can shift to his dream body which operates
according to the more flexible rules of the malleable dream world.
In summary, this chapter has presented several
principles and techniques for sustaining lucidity for the purpose of
seeking and becoming one with the Light. They are:
l) Use an affirmation which constantly reminds
the dreamer that he is dreaming, and/or which states an ideal response
to the dream environment.
2) Focus attention upon a fixed symbol in the dream environment (i.e., body or the ground).
3) Affirm the healing potential of the lucid
dream during the day in order to counteract the fear that the body will
die if consciousness “leaves” it.
4) Affirm that the waking state is also a
dream, a “shadow of that in the spiritual plane.” Try not to test the
lucid dream by waking standards, or by tuning in to the flesh body to
verity that the experience is a “mere dream.”
5) Exercise during the day so that the body will sleep more deeply.
6) Eat nutritious foods to avoid indigestion or other inharmonious bodily conditions.
7) Move about in the dream body to avoid premature reidentification with the flesh body.
8) Try to do something which defies physical
laws so as to affirm laws other than those of the physical world.
Chapter Five
THE DAWNING OF THE CLEAR LIGHT
“For what can be the value of something that does not
engender humility, love, mortification,
silence and holy simplicity?’’
--St. John of the Cross
Lucid Dreaming as a Doorway to Spiritual Experience
In Chapter Two, the transition from the normal
dream state into lucidity was compared to the emergence of the ego from
the primitive psyche. Emphasis was placed upon the independence and
responsibility which arise when the dreamer is able to experience
himself as a self-reflecting entity apart from the
dream world.
If we were to stop there, much would remain
neglected, for whenever there is the attainment of greater
independence, a possible danger arises that the individual will deny
all links with his former sense of dependence. We can see evidence of
this denial in Western culture where the ego has soared to new heights
of rational independence without a corresponding recognition of the
vast unconscious from which it emerged. Jung says:
“It is even probable …that our modern
consciousness is still on a relatively low level. Nevertheless, its
development so far has made it emancipated enough to forget its
dependence on the unconscious psyche.” (Jung, Vol. II, p. 289)
If through our newfound sense of independence
we develop a contempt or a manipulative attitude toward the images that
are presented to us in the dream, we are likely to suffer in the long
run. When we begin to experience our capacity to shape the dream
environment, it becomes easy to forget that the goal consists of
reconciliation with the dream elements, not a mastery over them. We
have to go beyond a rigid sense of independence. As we are able to do
this we can move beyond the lucid dream into another level of
experience.
“Just as the transition from the first stage
to the second demands the sacrifice of childish dependence, so, at the
transition to the third stage, an exclusive independence has to be
relinquished.” (Jung, Vol. XI, p.183)
This third stage to which Jung refers seems to
entail an act of surrender in spite of the strengths which may have
been accumulated in the process of upward development. The culmination
of this act of surrender appears to be identical to what the great
mystics have described for centuries. It is perhaps the common element
in all of the religions - a level of consciousness at which the
individual is unified with a force of such overwhelming proportions
that he feels melted by it and lifted immeasurably beyond his normal
state of consciousness.
The lucid dream seems to bring the dreamer
much closer to this state, but as we can see in the following dream,
there is a tendency to be so absorbed in the new sense of freedom that
the dreamer fails to move any further along.
“I am flying around, enjoying myself. At one
point, I begin to doubt my weightlessness. As I do, I plummet to the
ground. But I get up in good spirits and make ready to take off again.
“Then, ‘X’ comes out of the house, so I walk
up to talk with him. I am elated and want to share my experience with
him. He smiles patiently and says, ‘I had hoped you would get over your
bent for these kinds of experiences. He (the Master) has been here
twice already.’ I am so shocked that I ‘awaken’
immediately.”
(Sparrow, 1974)
This dream suggests to the dreamer that he is
fixated at a particular stage in a process which eventually leads to
communion with a deeper experience. If this is true (and it appears to
be from the examples which will follow), the dream experience can be
regarded as a pathway which leads through various obstacles of our own
creation. As we respond inappropriately to a threatening image or an
attractive situation along the way, we are fixated there until we can
change our response. The capacity to respond in an unattached manner
seems to be greatly enhanced by the emergence of lucidity. If we are
able to realize that the dream images are of our own creation, the
capacity for unattachment greatly increases, and the compulsion to
involve ourselves with them diminishes.
The Importance of an Ideal. Even when the
dreamer emerges into a fully lucid state, the temptation remains in a
different, more subtle form. Whereas in the normal dream the dreamer is
drawn into an emotional involvement with the dream images, now the
dreamer feels a desire to exercise his freedom in relation to the
image. This can take the form of overcoming the image by force,
dismissing it from the dream, or by mentally changing it into something
more desirable. In the case of the previous example of the flying
dream, the dreamer is simply engrossed in the aesthetic beauty of the
dream images as well as in his freedom of movement. In the dream that
follows, we can see how a dreamer's lucidity confers the power to
eliminate the unwanted images from the dream.
"I am alone in a cabin out in a desert. The front door opens and three
figures from my childhood nightmares enter -- Frankenstein, Werewolf
and Dracula. At first I am terrified, but then I realize that this
cannot possibly be true, and that I must be dreaming. So I decide to
banish them. "Get out," I said. And immediately, they were gone...
The fact that this level of experience offers
a great deal of power cannot be disputed. If we have no conception of
anything beyond this, it is quite understandable to be satisfied with
the virtually unlimited possibilities available in the lucid state. It
is only when we have glimpsed intuitively that something may lie beyond
the exercise of our limited desires, that the lucid dream loses some of
its attractiveness as a playground, or as an arena for proving
ourselves. It is probably true that the closer we get to where we want
to be, the easier it is to be drawn away by the increasing multiplicity
of distractions and lesser opportunities. Hence, the lucid dream is not
only a breakthrough, but also a potential distraction if we are seeking
the very best. But what is the “very best” to which we can aspire? This
is apparently open to individual interpretation. As the dreamer
experiences the lucid state with increasing regularity, it is likely
that they will gain intimations as to what this might be for them.
An example of this realization is as follows:
“I am sitting in front of a small altar which
has figurines upon it. At first, I see an ox. I look away momentarily,
then look back, only to find that there is the figure of a dragon in
its place. I begin to realize that I am dreaming. I turn my head away,
and this time affirm that when I look back I will see the highest form
possible. I slowly turn back and open my eyes. On the altar is the
figure of a man in meditation. A tremendous wave of emotion and energy
overwhelms me. I jump up and run outdoors in
exhilaration.”
(Sparrow, 1974)
In this dream, the dreamer gains an
understanding of what the highest is to him. Once this has been
comprehended and consciously established as the ideal to the dreamer,
it becomes a veritable measuring device by which the inner experiences
can be evaluated. The question changes from “How beautiful was the
experience?” to “Where does this experience stand in relation to my
ideal?” In this way, the lucid dream can be entered into with a sense
of purpose which will aid the dreamer in remaining
unattached to the diverse opportunities which may arise, and to take the dream further by considering new possibilities.
The lucid dreamer who banished the three demons from
his childhood nightmares apparently held to an ideal that made him
reconsider his initial reaction. Instead of merely getting rid of the
monsters, he knew somehow that he had to learn to accept them. We can
see how this deeper ideal allowed the dream to continue.
"I suddenly felt I'd been wrong to banish the
three figures. I realized that I could protect myself in another
way -- by surrounding myself with light. So I mentally affirmed that I
would be surrounded with light, and a pinkish glow immediately appeared
all around me. I said to Frankenstein, Werewolf and Dracula, "Please
come back." And suddenly, they were there! But I could only barely see
them beyond the cloud of light..."
The culmination of this process is dramatic
and life changing. The above dreamer had the courage and the governing
ideal of radical acceptance and love to allow the experience to go even
further. And he was amply rewarded by his willingness to do so!
"Then I thought, Maybe I should invite them into the
light. So I said, "Please come forward." They moved closer, and as they
did, the light came into me as an interior experience of intense
ecstasy and love. As I floated into waking consciousness, I was
completely happy, and felt that way for days."
In this astounding dream, the dreamer succeeds in
moving beyond this sense of independence, and surrendering to a higher
experience. It is, perhaps, always waiting for us in every dream. And
the only thing that stands in the way is our fear of letting go.
Another dreamer allows the dream to culminate fully in the following encounter with light.
“It is a clear night, and the sky is filled
with stars. I am walking in my front yard, looking at the stars and
hearing music -- the Beatles' song "Yesterday" -- coming from the house
across the street.
“Suddenly, what appears to be a meteorite
drops out of the eastern sky. At this point, I become lucid. The light
falls all the way to the horizon. As it hits the earth, there is a
flash of bright light.
“I drop to the ground and prepare to meditate,
yet I know that I cannot move out of the form of the dream or the
experience will not be complete. Two lights begin to approach me from
the area of the impact. They are moving directly toward me in a
parallel fashion. I wait until the lights are directly overhead. Then I
know it is time to close my eyes and meditate.
“Immediately a tremendous energy wells up
within my body. I try to surrender to it. As I do, light begins to fill
my vision. There is a tremendous sense of warmth and love, which
continues for a good while.” (Sparrow, 1974)
This experience of light and energy seems to
be universally recognized in the literature on meditation and
contemplative prayer as actual communion between the individual and the
Divine. Whether or not this is an objective truth, its ubiquitous
occurrence lends credence to its essential importance.
Carl Jung concurs with this:
“The phenomenon itself, that is, the vision of
light, is an experience common to many mystics, and one that is
undoubtedly of the greatest significance, because in all times and
places it appears as the unconditional thing, which unites in itself
the greatest energy and the profoundest
meaning.” (Wilhelm, p.
106)
Lucid Dreaming and the Meditation Process.
Since the lucid dream appears to bring an individual within reach of a
level of consciousness which has been associated in the past with deep
meditative experiences, it is quite probable that the process of lucid
dreaming is closely related to the meditative process. In fact, it is
likely that we can regard lucid dreaming as a visual representation of
the meditative process.
The problem which confronts the meditating
individual can perhaps best be described as separation from himself.
The practice of meditation has as its ultimate goal the reunion of the
conscious self with those aspects which lie unrecognized in the
recesses of the unconscious, and which offer completion to the
individual. Yet, before this can happen, the meditator must confront
his preconceptions and fears which act as a barrier between himself and
the elements of completion. Often these obstacles are very subtle,
manifesting only as confusion or an incomprehensible emotional state
which arises in the meditation process. The lack of concreteness in
these awakening patterns makes a successful reconciliation a vague and
difficult endeavor. The dream provides us, however, with a vivid
pictorial representation of the encounter which we face. In addition,
the dream allows the individual to view the results of his responses
toward the obstacle. Thus, the dream facilitates an objectification of
the obstacle which to the meditator is often vague and subjective.
If full conscious awareness and the
objectification of unconscious obstacles are the two prerequisites for
the movement toward inner completion, then the lucid dream can be
regarded as a state in which the two qualities occur simultaneously.
The self-reflecting consciousness usually available only to the awake
person intersects with the dream. Thus, for the first time, interaction
can occur between the dream and the waking self. This appears to result
in an acceleration of the meditative process which culminates in the
breakthrough experience of light and fulfillment.
When one examines the literature on
meditation, it becomes evident that surrender is one of the most
important prerequisites to this breakthrough experience. Likewise, the
culmination of the lucid dream does not depend so much upon the
acquisition of new powers as it does upon the receptive capacity of the
individual, and the willingness to accept previously unacceptable
aspects of himself. The adventure of the lucid dream, like the outward
appearances of other inner pathways, lures us with a promise of greater
freedom, only to demand our total surrender in the end. As such it
bears the earmarks of all genuine approaches the wholeness.
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APPENDIX A
Lucid Dreaming and Ideals
The purpose of this section is to present
several exercises through which one may healthily encourage
lucidity in the dream state, as well as stimulate greater objectivity
in the waking state. These exercises have served to encourage lucidity
in the lives of the whose dreams appear in this booklet. It must be
emphasized, however, that these exercises are not merely techniques but
have sufficient value in their own right to warrant our attention.
The Importance of an Ideal in the Dream State
Perhaps the most important exercise one can
perform in order to insure a consistent and creative response in the
lucid dream is to decide initially upon a spiritual ideal. Edgar Cayce
says this;
Then, the more important, the most important
experience of this or any entity is to first know what is the ideal -
spiritually. (#357-13)
Recommended by the Cayce readings as the
fundamental prerequisite for any successful pursuit, this practice
establishes a criterion by which to evaluate and direct our responses
in the dream.
In a way, lucid dreaming marks the birth of
conscious will in the dream state. For the first time, the dreamer has
the ability to conceive consciously of alternate paths of action, as
well as a variety of possible attitudes. Hence in order to insure an
appropriate response or course of action in the dream we need to
conceive of an ideal to act as a motivational standard against which we
can compare and guide future responses. By holding this ideal in mind
upon the awakening of lucidity we may bypass alluring distractions as
well as pre-empt the confusing effects of fears and doubts. The
spiritual ideal then becomes a veritable ordering principle which
enhances the quality of our responses in the dream.
For the ideal held as the
activative force in the experience becomes then as the leading force in
all of its relationships, all of its dealings with its fellow man.
(#1211-1)
Not only does the ideal improve our responses
to the thought-form world of the dream, but as a thought creation
itself it shapes to some extent the dream environment as well. So as we
work with ideals, we may observe an improvement in the quality and
clarity of the dream as well as in our responses to it.
Often it is difficult for us to understand
just exactly what a spiritual ideal is and should be. The readings
define this concept in the following excerpt:
The ideal ever is that each entity fulfill
that purpose for which it has entered any given
experience. (#816-10)
In order to fulfill the purpose of the dream
experience we must first determine what it is. Many psychologists have
observed that the dream is largely a reflection of thoughts and
memories which have been suppressed or overlooked, and which seek
integration into the conscious self. This assumption appears to be a
valid one when we observe that dream experiences which are fulfilling
often reflect a reconciliation of previously unacceptable or obscured
qualities of the inner self with the waking personality. We can
describe this fulfillment in many ways: as oneness, as the Christ
Consciousness, as wholeness, as the mystical marriage. However, the
specific way in which we personally conceive of this fulfillment
becomes our spiritual ideal in the dream state.
Cayce recommends choosing one word to
represent our spiritual ideal. This single word signifies the
stabilizing force in our dreams and waking experiences.
...thy spiritual concept of the ideal, whether
it be Jesus, Buddha, mind, material, God or whatever is the word which
indicates to self the ideals spiritual.
(#816-10)
A Model for Setting Ideals. The first step is to choose a word which
represents to us the spiritual ideal or the fulfillment of the purpose
of the dream experience. As mentioned before, this may vary greatly in
form from person to person. To some it may be Jesus; to others it may
be love. Once a word has been selected it might be written in the
center of three concentric circles.
The next step is for us to determine four
recurrent situations or areas of our dream life in which we seek to
express our spiritual ideal. (Of course we may wish to work with more
areas but for now we will concentrate upon tour.) These areas can be
determined by studying our recent dreams. What situations show up with
regularity? Whom do we dream about? These areas may or may not have
clear parallels in our present waking life. For example, we may dream
regularly about a deceased friend or about fighting in World War II.
Once we have determined the four recurrent dream areas we can divide
the circles into pie-shaped segments and write them down as shown belo
Once we have chosen a spiritual ideal we can
then turn our attention to the specific attitudes and behaviors we wish
to manifest in the dream. By choosing mental and physical responses
which are consistent with and serve the purpose of the spiritual ideal
we in effect establish mental and physical ideals.
In selecting mental ideals for ourselves we
need to determine ideal attitudes with which we hope to awaken the
spiritual ideal in each chosen area of the dream life.
…Write the ideal mental attitude, as may arise from the
concepts of the spiritual, [in the] relationship to self, to
home, to friends, to neighbors, to thy enemies, to things, to
conditions. (#5091-3)
In addition we need to choose ideal activities
in the dream, or physical ideals, which will allow the spiritual and
mental ideals to manifest in each area of the dream. In essence we
are deciding how we would like to act in relation to each area.
. . . the ideal material . . . Not of
conditions, but what has brought, what does bring into manifestation
the spiritual and mental ideals. What relationships does such bring to
things, to individuals, to
situations?
(#5091-3)
The mental and physical ideals can be regarded
as outgrowths or extensions of the spiritual ideal into our mental
attitudes and physical activities. For example, we may have been
dreaming regularly of our deceased father and wish to extend our
spiritual ideal into this dream relationship. It is possible that the
image of our father appears frequently because of some unreconciled
conflicts we had with him but were unable to work out before he died.
We may
also realize that we were never able to tell him how we felt
about certain things that he did or didn't do. As a result of this we
may decide that the attitude of honesty in the dream would allow us to
express the spiritual ideal of love in relation to our father. Hence
this attitude would become our mental ideal in this area of our dream
life.
Next we need to decide how we can exhibit or
enact this attitudes of honesty. We may decide that we need simply to
talk with our father in the dream and tell him about feelings that we
kept from him. This overt activity becomes our physical ideal in
relation to this area of the dream.
As we work creatively with an area of the
dream, it may cease to appear with its previous regularity; instead,
other recurring situations may appear. At this point it may become
necessary to establish new ideals in order to remain abreast of our
progress. [For an in-depth analysis of ideals, see Meditation and the
Mind of Man, by Mark Thurston and Herbert Puryear, available from the
A.R.E. Press, Box 595, Virginia Beach, VA 23451.]
The Catalyzing Effect of Early Morning Meditations
As mentioned in Chapter One, an important
prerequisite to lucid dreaming in the author’s experience has been the
practice of early morning meditations. The time for the meditation does
not seem important, except that it should take place after the body has
rested long enough to permit the mind to be sufficiently alert. Also,
adequate time should remain afterwards in order to allow the person to
sleep for an hour or more. The author has found that a 10-15 minute
meditation period during the early morning hours from 2-5 a.m. has
provided an effective catalyst to lucid dreaming during the ensuing
hours of sleep.
It is essential however, that the meditator
regard the meditation experience primarily as an attunement experience.
Otherwise they will be reducing a potentially sacred experience to the
status of a mere technique.
Applying Principles of Lucidity in the Waking State
Another way that lucidity can be encouraged is
by applying principles of lucidity to the waking “dream.” Once an
individual has begun to examine critically the postulates and laws
under which he operates during the waking hours, it stands to reason
that this will begin to characterize the dream life and eventually
result in the initiation of lucidity. The following two awareness
exercises are based upon this approach:
l) When confronted with a tense or difficult
situation, affirm to yourself that the experience is a dream and the
important thing to do is to respond creatively. Then perform a simple
creative act based upon this realization. Example: I am upset because
Bob has criticized my term paper. Realizing that the experience is a
dream, I ask him for suggestions as to how I may improve it.
2) Spend five minutes a day simply looking at the
environment around you as a dream. Observe the details and colors of
the objects around you. Notice any incongruities or oddities in their
appearance. Describe what you see out loud to yourself.
Although these exercises usually enable only
an increased unattachment in the waking state, they often result in
radical transformations of the dream experience once they begin to be
utilized by the dreaming individual.
Reliving Past Dreams
Another method of encouraging lucidity as well
as experiencing a more creative resolution to what might be frightening
or depressing dreams is to relive past dreams and to imagine yourself
becoming lucid in the process.
The first step is to choose a recent dream and
to relive the experience step-by-step up to the point where there is an
obvious incongruity or irrational element in the dream. Then imagine
yourself becoming lucid at this point. Continue the reverie and attempt
to respond in a more creative manner than you did previously. Remember,
the aim is not to change the dream or what is being presented; instead
you are trying to respond more
creatively to the dream.
A good time to practice this exercise is
before going to sleep at night. In this way, a more creative attitude
(if not lucidity) can be carried over into the dream state.
Choosing a Recurring Symbol as a Cue to Awaken
Another exercise which seems to increase the
frequency of lucid dreaming is the selection of a recurring symbol or a
particular event which the individual adopts as a cue with which he
becomes aware that he is dreaming. It is soon apparent that this choice
cannot be an arbitrary one. The symbol obviously must occur with
sufficient regularity to enable the dreamer to make continued efforts
at achieving lucidity. It also must be of sufficient importance to the
dreamer to stand out in the dream environment. Some possible cue
symbols are: a deceased person; a recurring dilemma, such as being
arrested; or a recurring symbol of a religious nature.
Undoubtedly there are many factors which
contribute to the occurrence of lucid dreaming. However, it is likely
that most any exercise which enables a gradual broadening of awareness
can be utilized as a method for experiencing greater awareness in the
dream.
APPENDIX B
Lucid Dreaming and Out-of-Body Experiences
Lucid dreaming has generally been regarded as
an inferior version of the out-of-body experience. (5;7) The purpose of
this appendix is to explore the possibility that these two experiences
are the result of two different and divergent internalized models
entering and molding a singular altered state of consciousness. A
position which integrates these divergent models is then suggested.
During the ‘20s and ‘30s, lucid dreaming,
under other names, drew the attention of a few metaphysical writers
whose primary interest was “out-of-body experience” or “astral
projection.” (2;5) These two terms are synonyms for the phenomenon in
which an individual presumably escapes the confines of the flesh body
and inhabits a finer physical, or “astral,” body. The first writer to
discuss the relationship between lucid dreaming and astral projection
was Oliver Fox, an Englishman who referred to these curious dream
experiences as “Dreams of Knowledge.” In the tradition of other
out-of-body researchers, Fox regarded the Dream of Knowledge as a lower
level astral projection; that is, an actual displacement of a finer
physical body that lacked the stability and realism of a full
out-of-body experience. His initiation into the out-of-body experience
was through one such Dream of Knowledge.
“I dreamed that I was standing on the pavement
outside my home…I was about to enter the house when, on glancing
casually at these stones (cobblestones), my attention became riveted by
a passing strange phenomenon, so extraordinary that I could not believe
my eyes - they had seemingly all changed their position in the night,
and the long sides were now parallel to the curb [curb]! The solution
flashed upon me: though this glorious summer morning seemed as real as
real could be, I was dreaming!
“With the realization of this fact, the
quality of the dream changed in a manner very difficult to convey to
one who has not had this experience. Never had I felt so absolutely
well, so clear-brained, so divinely powerful, so inexpressibly free!
The sensation was exquisite beyond words; but it lasted for only a few
moments, and I awoke. As I was to learn later, my mental control had
been overwhelmed by my emotions; so the tiresome body asserted its
claim and pulled me back. For though I did not realize it at the time,
I think this first experience was a true projection and that I was
actually functioning outside my physical vehicle.” (5, pp. 32-33)
It is significant to note that Fox was
inclined to classify this Dream of Knowledge as an actual out-of-body
experience, as this fitted his conceptual framework. On later
occasions, Fox became more adept at entering out-of-body state without
a break in consciousness, thus apparently bypassing the dream state. As
a result, he began to consider the Dream of Knowledge as an inferior
avenue into astral projection. However, he continued to regard it as a
level of consciousness far different from that found in an ordinary
dream:
“I have found to my surprise that some people
are quite unable to grasp this idea of the Dream of Knowledge, that it
is really a new level of consciousness and different from the states
experienced in ordinary dreams and in waking life. They object, ‘But
after all, it’s only a dream. How can a dream be anything else?’ And
their expression is eloquent of the doubt they are too polite to
voice.” (5, p. 36)
In the reports of experienced out-of-body
projectors, we usually find a qualitative distinction made between
lucid dreaming and out-of-body experience, the latter being regarded as
the “higher” of the two. (5;7) Although the criteria used to
distinguish the out-of-body experience from lucid or normal dreams vary
from person to person (7, p. 20), the two essential questions are: (1)
To what degree is the person’s level of awareness continuous with, and
identical to, waking consciousness? and (2) To what degree is the
perceived phenomenal realm congruent with the reality of the waking
state? If an experience rates highly on both of these it has
traditionally been designated an out-of-body experience.
Shapiro (13) has attempted to provide a
classification scheme for out-of-body experiences based primarily on
the first question; that is, he attributes more weight to the level of
the dreamer's awareness than he does to the perceived qualities of the
visual field. This emphasis results in more “lucid dreams,” whose
visual field may be completely different from that of waking reality,
receiving a strong out-of-body designation. The criteria for the first
two categories of his seven classes (Classes A-G) are summarized below:
Class A. Out-of-Body Experiences to Absolute Certainty
1. Complete and continuous
awareness and consciousness equal to or greater than that of an
awakened state from moment of exteriorization to moment of return to
physical body.
2. The above alone or with any, none, or all of the
following clues:
a. Instantaneous teleportation from place to place
without interruption of consciousness and at will: selection of
destination possible.
b. Realization of physical body being elsewhere
during exteriorization.
c. Visualization by sight of a silver or other cord
connecting the point of consciousness to the evacuated physical body.
d. Ability to move through physical matter without
hindrance.
e. Ability to communicate telepathically with other
human-appearing entities coming into view.
f. Meeting of discarnate beings known to be deceased.
g. Lack of incongruity between real world physically
known, with the exception of slight special misplacements of
objects of the physical world.
h. Accurate cognizance of time spent exteriorized.
i. 360-degree visualization of the environment.
j. Vibrations of an electrical nature in the body.
Class B. Out-of-Body Experiences to a Reasonable Certainty
1. Complete awareness and consciousness equal to or greater than that
of the awakened state, with a break in consciousness between the last
moment of recall prior to exteriorization to the first moment of
realization of out-of-body status after exteriorization, such lapse in
consciousness being of an unknown duration.
2. The above alone or with any, none, or all of the
following clues:
a. Same as Class A above.
b. Movement through a tunnel leading to full
exteriorization.
It is significant to note that Shapiro regards
the perceptions listed under #2 in both of the above classes as “clues”
rather than evidence. His decision to base the out-of-body
classification system almost entirely on the percipient’s level of
self-reflecting awareness and continuity of consciousness during
transition from one state to the other represents a departure from the
approach of many early writers on the topic. For example, Green (7, pp.
20-21) summarizes five subjective criteria commonly used by experienced
projectors (most of whom lived during the early part of this century)
to distinguish between their out-of-body experiences and lucid dreams.
Three out of five of these criteria focus entirely on the observed
qualities of the visual field during the experience, implying that such
perceptions were to be considered evidential. By underplaying the
significance of these perceptions, Shapiro sets a trend toward studying
the level of consciousness in which such phenomena occur, rather than
the often inconsistent characteristics of the perceptual field.
Two questions arise at this point: (1) Is the
out-of-body conclusion necessarily called for? and (2) Is this
assumption ever really derived from the observed qualities of the
phenomenal realm?
In addressing the first question, if the
out-of-body label were the only one that could account for the level of
awareness and perceptions which normally accompany such experiences,
then we might expect a person to conclude that he was out of his body
whenever he encountered such phenomena. But in the following accounts,
the percipient never makes this assumption; instead, he merely
concludes that he is dreaming. Even so, the first experience (cited
earlier) meets the criteria for a Class A out-of-body experience
according to Shapiro’s system. For it demonstrates a movement into and
out of the experience without a break in consciousness:
“I move into the dream without a break in
consciousness. As the dream world unfolds, I try to move (be active) in
it in order to solidify my association with it, and also try to keep my
eyes looking down where there will be the most constant stimulus. I run
into a gym. I jump up and grab the basketball rim. I know that I need
to do one thing which is supernatural in order to solidify my
perceptions of the dream. So I push off from the rim, float in the air
briefly, and drop to the ground… Then I
awaken.” (M.A.T., 1975)
In the next experience, also cited earlier,
the percipient experiences a break between his awakened state and the
subsequent arousal of self-reflection in the dream. Therefore, it does
not satisfy the criteria of a Class A out-of-body experience. However,
since there is a subsequent continuity of awareness which persists
until the percipient reenters the waking state, the experience
satisfies the criteria of a Class B out-of-body experience:
“I am being pursued in the area around my
residence by a group of men. As I run fearfully through the
neighborhood, dodging in between houses, I become aware that I am
dreaming and that the fear is unnecessary. I realize that I have a
choice either to go to meet my pursuers or to meditate. I feel that I
need to return and work through the conflict. So I begin to fly to the
area where they are located. I will myself upward until I am high above
the earth. But before I get to the place, a pleasant vibration courses
through my body, and I awaken.” (G.S., 1974)
These examples might lead us to speculate that
the “dreamers” simply failed to conclude the obvious: that they were
out of their bodies. But it is just as reasonable to assume that the
dreaming conclusion arrived at in the above experiences represents an
equally valid hypothesis, one that also attempts to explain how
consciousness can operate unmediated by the body’s senses in a
phenomenal realm with time and space dimensions. Thus one might
conclude that the out-of-body hypothesis is only one possible way to
account for this phenomenon.
This leads one to consider the second
question: Is the out-of-body conclusion ever really derived from the
“projector’s” perceptions? Let us consider that a paradigm, as an
internalized model of reality, determines one’s perception of the
world, not vice versa. A paradigm may be regarded as a model, or an
organizing principle, that governs the overall pursuit in a given field
of research. But in a more profound sense, as articulated by Kuhn, it
governs the process of perception itself.
Ultimately, “a paradigm is prerequisite to
perception” (9, p. 112), such that “when paradigms change, the world
itself changes with them.” (9 p. 110) Kuhn, of course, speaks
figuratively here. But although he does not mean to say that the
physical world materially conforms to the paradigm held by the
observer, he does suggest that for all practical purposes, when a
paradigm changes, “the scientist afterward works in a different world.”
(9, p. 120)
In the case of lucid dreaming and out-of-body
experiences, the individual encounters a relatively malleable
perceptual field that may change with a simultaneous change in thought.
Not only is perception determined by one’s state of mind, but the
texture of reality itself appears to change according to one’s mental
set. The lucid dreaming and out-of-body conclusions may simply reflect
the paradigm with which one enters the experience - a paradigm which is
immediately substantiated when the phenomenal realm adapts to the
paradigm’s expectations. These conclusions become, then, an interesting
case in the way that paradigms can be perpetuated through apparently
empirical
observations. An analogous error would be for a short, blond
person to conclude that one can know when he is looking in a mirror
when he sees a short, blond person staring back at him.
Without endorsing either the lucid dream
assumption or the out-of-body assumption, we might refer to the
singular state of consciousness in which both occur as the “lucid
state,” a state characterized by the arousal of self-reflection
apparently unmediated by the body’s senses, and the perception of a
time-space phenomenal realm. By adopting such a position, we can see
that the assumptions of objectivity - the assumption that one is out of
his body, the assumption that the environment is physical, etc. - do
not so much provide evidence for the objective nature of the astral
body or the phenomenal realm as they reflect the percipient’s preferred
orientation to this state. The terms“out-of-body experience” and
“astral projection” become, then, reflections of one possible
subjective orientation to the lucid state, just as the term “lucid
dreaming” reflects a different subjective orientation.
Parapsychological Implications
But one might ask, if such bodies and
dreamscapes truly are the constructs of the percipient, how is it that
some “projectors” return with verifiable details of a distant place or
event? This “evidence” might lead us to believe that the percipients
were physically present at the scene; but there is reason to think that
this explanation is too simplistic.
First of all, out-of-body percipients
sometimes report significant physical variations in the environment,
such as seeing a chimney-stack that was not there (7, p. 76) or seeing a
familiar person with altered physical features:
“After a short trip stopped in room. There was a man sitting
at the table, writing on paper. He resembled Dr. Puharich, but he was more light or blond-haired. . .” (10, p. 67)
This error could be attributed to a mistake in
physical perception, much as would happen if the projector were
physically present and viewing the scene under less-than-optimum
viewing conditions. For example, Monroe suggested after the fact that
his perception of the blond hair was perhaps due to the strong overhead
light which might have reflected off Dr.
Puharich’s hair. This kind of explanation may account for slight
perceptual distortions. But because it is rare for out-of-body
percipients to report a lack of visual clarity (7, p. 71) in their
experiences, gross irregularities pose a significant challenge to this
explanation. The following experience, which is described as vivid by
the percipient, contains a glaring incongruity:
“After meditating in the early morning hours,
I laid down to go back to sleep. But almost immediately, my body began
to vibrate. Then my eyes popped open and I surveyed the room. However,
I was aware that my physical eyes were actually closed. I propped
‘myself’ up to look around. The surroundings were vividly clear. To my
left I noticed a large green vase on the bedside table. . . Upon
returning to my body, I realized that there wasn’t a vase on the
table.”(G.S., 1974)
According to Green’s research, this experience
is by no means unusual in that projectors sometimes report an
enhancement rather than a diminution of visual and other sensory
modalities. (7, p. 72) But if sensory acuity is heightened in a given
out-of-body experience, we must then account for the gross distortions
occurring in what is believed to be a direct perception of a physical
event. How can both be true? It may be reasonable to postulate that the
perceived physical event is
actually an internal reconstruction which only approximates the
physical event. On the other hand, we must also account for the high
degree of correspondence between this internal reconstruction and
physical, concurrent events. We might then postulate that the
information itself may be conveyed to the projector “outside” of time
and space (i.e., telepathically or clairvoyantly), which the projector
then translates imperfectly into its recognizable time-space context.
In Journeys Out of the Body,
Robert Monroe reports that on more than one occasion he traveled to
another place while out of his body, conversed with a friend, and then
returned to his body. Upon attempting to verify the encounter, he found
that the friend was oblivious to the meeting, but that his perception
of the setting and the person’s actions were in many ways accurate.
“. . .I greeted him, and he looked up and
smiled, then stated that he would spend more time on our project,
apologizing for being neglectful. I said that I understood, then felt
uneasiness to return to the physical… Comment: In checking with Dr.
Puharich, the locale was right, and actions correct, but he has no
memory of the visit.” (10, p. 67)
This once again suggests that the out-of-body
experience may be a convenient time-space translation of a non-spatial
information exchange. Parapsychologists, such as John Palmer, who have
investigated the out-of-body phenomenon (12, pp.193-217), caution
against constructing a physical model to account for the transmission
between the projector and the event. Palmer points
out that clairvoyance occurs in many ways that do not involve the reported exteriorization of a second vehicle of consciousness:
“If people having out-of-body experiences are
able to acquire information about distant events, does this mean that
some vehicle of consciousness leaves their physical bodies and travels
to the distant location to ‘see’ the event? Maybe so, but an equally
plausible interpretation is that the out-of-body experience is simply a
psi-conducive state of consciousness that predisposes one to receiving
psi impressions.
“…it is my opinion that psychological sets,
far from being mere biasing artifacts, are an integral part of the
formation of out-of-body experiences…”
(12, pp. 210, 213)
Elements of the Two Paradigms
We can trace the out-of-body and lucid dream
conclusions to the same origins: Both occur within the “lucid state,”
which is characterized by (1) the arousal of self-reflection apparently
unmediated by the physical senses, and (2) the perception of a
phenomenal realm with time and space qualities. But although these
different hypotheses arise out of the same need - to make sense out of
the lucid experience - they represent fundamentally different
orientations or paradigms.
The lucid dreaming paradigm (represented by
the conclusion, “I am dreaming”) implies a realization that the
dreamscape is an outgrowth of one’s own mental content, and that the
dream which may have led up to lucidity can now be viewed as an
opportunity to interact with a subjective reality. This realization
tends to carry with it a sense of responsibility toward the phenomenal
realm, and also an awareness of its relative nature. The separation
between the dreamer and the dream is more easily regarded as a
convenient division, which permits a dialogue to arise between
intrapsychic realities ultimately not separated in time and space.
Hence this paradigm ultimately regards any subject-object division as a
convenient fiction.
On the other hand, the out-of-body paradigm
tends to endorse the objective, if not physical, nature of the
phenomenal realm. The obvious psychological danger in this is that it
severs the content of the experience from the percipient, making it
more independent of him. The percipient is thus likely to consider the
phenomenal realm as autonomous as material reality and thus assume a
passive, less responsible role in the experience. There is less chance,
therefore that a sense of responsibility for the components of the
phenomenal realm will arise. So in the event that the experience is
unpleasant, the content will likely be seen as an objective force or
being over which the dreamer has no influence. In contrast, the lucid
dreamer, by maintaining an awareness of the inner origins of the
landscape, can more easily discover his creative influence on the
phenomenal realm, as in the following dream:
“I am sitting in front of a small altar which
has figurines upon it. At first, I see an ox. I look away momentarily,
then look back only to find that there is the figure of a dragon in its
place. I begin to realize that I’m dreaming. I turn my head away, and
this time affirm that when I look back I will see the highest form
possible. I slowly turn back and open my eyes. On the altar is the
figure of a man in meditation. A wave of emotion and energy overwhelms
me. I jump up and run outdoors in exhilaration. . .” (G.S., 1974)
Taken to the extreme, the out-of-body paradigm
may lead to a naive preoccupation with externalized astral beings and
planes. At the other extreme, however, the lucid dreaming paradigm
is insufficient also, for it may prompt one to overlook
thesobering fact that intrapsychic forces (as depicted by the dream
images) often act in a way that can only be called autonomous, a fact
recognized and expressed by Jung in his theory concerning “autonomous
complexes.”
“This image [the complex] has a powerful inner
coherence, it has its own wholeness and, in addition, a relatively high
degree of autonomy, so that it is subject to the control of the
conscious mind to only a limited extent, and therefore behaves like an
animated foreign body in the sphere of consciousness. The complex can
usually be suppressed with an effort of will, but not argued out of
existence, and at the first opportunity it reappears in all its
original strength.” (8, Vol. 8, p. 89)
In an attempt to exercise his newfound control
over such images in the lucid state, the percipient who adopts the
lucid dreaming paradigm may thus be unpleasantly surprised to discover
that he is relatively powerless to manipulate the denizens of his
phenomenal realm:
“I am standing in the doorway outside my room.
It is night time and hence dark where I stand. Dad comes in the front
door. I tell him that I am there so as not to frighten him or provoke
an attack. I am afraid for no apparent reason.
“I look outside through the door and see a
dark figure which appears to be a large animal. I point to it in fear.
The animal, which is a huge black panther, comes through the doorway. I
reach out to it with both hands, extremely afraid, even though I begin
to realize that this is a dream. Placing my hands on its head, I say,
‘You’re only a dream.’ But I am half pleading in my statement and
cannot dispel the fear. The panther begins to dissolve, only to
rematerialize again and again. . .” (G.S., 1975)
This dream illustrates the need to develop an
orientation to the lucid state that combines the best features of the
lucid dream and out-of-body paradigms. Instead of beginning to develop
concepts of objective astral entities and planes, or adopting the view
that the dream can be made to conform to the dreamer’s whimsical
desires, one might learn to walk the middle path, maintaining a sense
of one’s responsibility for the phenomenal realm, while at the same
time acknowledging one’s incapacity to control or even comprehend all
that inhabits it.
Summary
The lucid dream and the out-of-body
experiences can be seen as the respective offspring of two different
paradigms encountering the lucid state. This state is defined simply as
the arousal of self-reflection apparently unmediated by the physical
senses, and the simultaneous perception of a time-space phenomenal
realm. It is suggested that the lucid dreaming and out-of-body
approaches need to be synthesized in order for percipients and
researchers to appreciate the subjective and objective aspects of
this complex phenomenon.
As a final thought on the matter, this special
caseof competing paradigms can be seen as a vignette of a much broader
crisis between the classical scientific method and emerging
transpersonal studies. The out-of-body conclusion represents an attempt
to extend rather than revise the traditional concepts of physical
identity and subject-object division into a state of consciousness
which, although superficially accommodating them, reveals anomalies
which seriously threaten to undermine them as well. The lucid dreaming
conclusion, on the other hand, parallels the position of the
increasingly popular transpersonal approach to psychologyand reality.
By implying that the perceived reality is a dream, the lucid dreamer
affirms the connectedness of the percipient and the phenomenal realm.
But such a position may err by overlooking the autonomy and
separateness of intrapsychic realities.
Thus a study into the lucid state clarifies
the strengths and weaknesses of two views of reality which are
presently competing in the waking state as well. If this study reveals
anything about the nature of the future paradigm, it is that it must
somehow incorporate these two competing positions into a single
worldview.
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